It hurts.

It just hurts so bad,
When you realise (gobsmacked HARD into your face),
That certain things in Life just aren't meant for you.

That's how I'm feeling right now.

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I'm reallyreallyreally (x infinity) scared I'd lose you.
Please don't walk away.
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I just realised...I was so darned wrong about everything... ):

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.