Okay I've had it.

Bad end to a rather okay day? ):

The urge is so bad...

10 minutes ago i was still angry and pissed and crying and what not with my mom,

now i am okay and feeling so damn guilty and sad and bla

my life is falling apart again when i try to pick it up ):

I need anger management sessions. & Yunwei is right.

I need to see a psychiatrist.

the only thing i can do is disappoint my dad, piss my mum off, irritate my sister, let down my friends, get someone i treasure so much to think im troublesome, screw myself up.

damnit and im crying again.

fuck life -.-

& hence i conclude life sucks ultrasuperman big balls these days. )':

someone help me plzzzzzz