feeling super ): now
i really want to cry myself into a hollow shell.
supposed to go out w Koek tmr but I jus don hav the freaking mood to go hav fun now
rather wallow in self pity and think abt stuff the whole day
or jus start being a good Logi to G and do my part for Gwebsites
or clean my room and be neater
or finish my pres for ppl and draw up lists for pres for ppl i still owe to (bo & cha)
im rly damn tired ):
& to everyone out thr who happens to see this my hp tio confiscated ok don ask why -.-
64480928 if need be.

maybe its cus i've kept stuff in for too long
and tonight was just the last straw
im getting tired ):

thanks malcom and bo for tdy at kfc (:
it made me realise i might not have lost everyone i'm close to
thanks 1/2 of the sec3guides for tdy's movie marathon
it took my mind off things and helped me kill the long weekend
thanks belle and pris for ytd's outing
belle esp for spending almost 12 hours w me!! :D

ahhh.living live everyday as if its is last when im feeling rockbottom sucks socks.