Presenting...my new phone :D!!
T700 Sony Ericsson,SHINING PINK.Kay I know it sounds damn gay.
My first thoughts were that too - "Hey what a gay and ugly metallic chinalooking cheapo phonee."
My 4th phone since I enter AHS too LOL.
*Fyi my W910i just died on me one day :)

But half the ppl I know thinks it's pweety :D & so do I! (It took me a couple of days to think that way ahahahaha.)

I've wasted my weekend away (slacking -.-),but heyhey I'm still gonna go practice EMath l8r on in the evening (:
I ponned tuition ytd to study in a library ytd,guess it's not really considered a bad thing so AHAHAH.

Been thinking about T1 results lately and guess thr's no point of me being emopressed about it -,- But duh la I'm still upset.It keeps getting to me - the fact that I did care and bother,that fact I did put in the effort and patience,the fact I put in the heart and mind into my work. (Lol use of Threes -.-) I feel fked & cheated upside down by myself.Now,I guess getting the result hasn't been the main issue for me but proving to the G teachers that I can make it is it.I reflect and wonder if there's such a possibility for me to be someone who understands a chapter and topic and can do well for practices and exercises but just can't,can't do well in a test (even if I can manage to do well is an occasional thing).Chem test this week: Oil is denser than water.That's what I chose instead of Oil is less dense than water,thus it can float on water.Only did it hit me after the test that I chose the wrong option -.- But the damn fact is that I read about oil being less dense that water the day before the test but just couldn't recall whether it's really less dense for I was rly,rly,rly confused then and was afraid of screwing up another freaking test.70% Bio ct,I rmb myself rechecking the multiplechocie qns over and over agn before moving onto the open ended section 'cus I was inconfident of my answers and didn't think I could afford losing marks at the multiple choice qns and also,was v nervous 'cus before the test Mrs Yip alr said the test was going to be tough.Thus I couldn't finish the graph in the open ended section properly,couldn't draw and label the root hair cell.Math,ohmygosh.An A1 but I still could have done so much better for my tests...

So much for worrying eh?Or maybe it's just my poor time management.But if I explain it to ppl who demand an explaination for my results,or when I want to prove myself to them that I can work on this weakness I have and I will be able to cope...Will they really believe what I say,or will they feel that it's just a lousy excuse to cover up for my results?

(But I admit my AMath is my fault 'cus I couldn't be really bothered with it.)

I am so tired of feeling so lousy of myself.I know thr's ppl like Ball,Oniisan,Xz,Fag,Nana,Pris,Bobo who believe in me and are always thr but sometimes... :c I won't give up but it's hard to go on if I don't make my stand.Thr.

:( What happened to you?

Bkk trip 17th - 23rd March.