I used to picture myself 12months down the road.
Smiling,laughing off things as though it were the funniest things in the world,crying,reading,sleeping,pigging out,catching a movie,chatting on the phone with Koek till midnight,doing my homework,mugging hard for the next test,running in the rain,bickering with Pris/Belle,following a drama series on telly; all these and more,with hell to this.

Sometimes I just wish life was like an old,retro pop song.
"I want you to want me!".
Bam.It's a happy ending for them.

An eon's wait.
I know the person who once made you you is still inside you but when are you ever going to show yourself to me agn?I can't wait though it's worth it;this nauseating sea of emotions is srsly making me sick.Turmoil isn't making things any better :(

Insouciance,please find your way to me.