Thursday, May 15, 2008

Today's been a horrible day ]:

I've lost my temper, I've teared cus I cldn't hold back the anger in me, I've cried due to the dissapointment I have with myself, I've a throbbing headache - all credits to BLAHBLAHBLAH.

Great.

At least I got a B3 for the History ppr itself.I'm happy with myself, I guess.I've reached that target.But still.

I've been stoning. For the past 3 hours and 51 minutes of my life.
I want to do a reflection of my MYEs but my mind's srsly jammed up.Can't think.

Chinese compo gna be returned tmr,and hopefully ALL THE EXAM SCRIPTS FOR ENGLISH too.
English & ELit are all I can depend on now eh.
Okay screw that I didn't do well for the English Ppr 1.

You know what this is srsly GOING NOWHERE.
canyoulikegivemeabreakmyheadrlyhurtsandyoukeepgoingonandonandonandon,
I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I SHOULD STICK YOUR WORDS TO THE BACK OF MY HEAD OR JUST TAKE IT WITH A PINCH OF SALT.
CUS IF I DON'T LISTEN TO YOU AND BELIEVE YOU I MIGHT JUST BE DOING SMTH UTTERLY WRONG.
AND IF I DON'T BELIEVE WHAT I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES I'D JUST BE,ADMIT IT, PLAIN STUPID.
No brain no brain.

I'm sorry. )=

I'm not even talking sense.
OH YEAH I'M NOT MAKING SENSE THESE DAYS ANYWAY.

When I rly get pissed/angry, I will start tearing.
When I'm feeling melancholic, I'll just fall silent.

*I'm going to show YOU YOU YOU that I CAN MAKE IT THR & THAT'S THE WAY IT'S GNA BE.
YOU'LL SEE.


AND NO I'M NOT EMO-ING.

I want a FLOWER ):

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