I'm not strong emotionally or just, anyway.
I've never been.

Succumbing to defeat when it comes to trivial matters like these won't happen in the future anymore.
I've come to grapple that I let things get me down too easily & it's not what a girlguide should do.

I'm not gonna give in to anything anymore, and it's a promise to myself.
I'm gonna work my butt off in studies wise, and it's a promise to myself.
I'm gonna be more optimistic, and it's a promise to myself, Deb, Nana & last but not least Xiongzhi.
I'm gonna follow the guides' law really closely from this day on, especially guide law 7.
Oh wtheck.The list could go on and on but I hafta go settle so much stuff by tonight and it's alr 10.27pm -.-.

On a lighter note, Happy Thinking Day to all.

I'm tired.
Sick of the dang obvious eyebags on my super white skin )=
Gah.