i've learnt the hard way,

2009-12-22T22:52:00.001+08:00

sometimes i drown myself in thoughts, chasing after a dream or memories that secretly i know, will never happen.

sometimes i tell myself to let go, only realising i am clinging tigher and tigher to the past.

sometimes i step out of my comfort zone, only to realise my comfort zone is there right by your side.

sometimes i wish to move on, only to realise i really want time to rewind.

sometimes i fall, because i want you to be there to catch me.

sometimes i say i want to die, but in fact, i really want to be saved.

but at the end of it, it comes down to one thing. i love you, and i want to be happy.

forgetting you will hurt, but what i am going now is excruciating.

forgive and forget. a famous saying can mean so much right now.

i will forgive you, so i can forget you, so i can move on, to be with my friends and truly smile, once again.

words unspoken will be left unspoken, that's fate for me.

so here's to you, i am done. you will never see this side of me again.

moved to www.deinetwegen.onsugar.com .

2009-11-20T19:23:00.002+08:00

you know if i keep getting blamed for things i really feel so maligned for.

i rather cut myself and bleed to death.

cut cut cut cut cut.

2009-11-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

i just wish that

i can be my happy & carefree self again.

someone can enlighten both me and you.

i stop being a BITCH. fuck -.-

i cut bangs and its all charlene's fault. ):

2009-11-10T22:39:00.004+08:00

Okay I've had it.

Bad end to a rather okay day? ):

The urge is so bad...

10 minutes ago i was still angry and pissed and crying and what not with my mom,

now i am okay and feeling so damn guilty and sad and bla

my life is falling apart again when i try to pick it up ):

I need anger management sessions. & Yunwei is right.

I need to see a psychiatrist.

the only thing i can do is disappoint my dad, piss my mum off, irritate my sister, let down my friends, get someone i treasure so much to think im troublesome, screw myself up.

damnit and im crying again.

fuck life -.-

& hence i conclude life sucks ultrasuperman big balls these days. )':

someone help me plzzzzzz

2009-11-10T21:36:00.002+08:00

I want to learn roller blading so badly... ):

On a HEAVIER note.

Ytd sucked big balls. -.-

Eeeeeeeeeeek. At least today wasn't an emo day like ytd... ):

I want Alps to end, I don't want it to end either.

2009-11-09T14:37:00.001+08:00

Okay life sucks real bad.

2009-11-08T21:52:00.001+08:00

Who wants the perfect guy? Not me. I don’t want anyone perfect. I don’t want anyone normal, that’s just boring. I want someone weird. I want someone unpredictable. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and make me laugh. I want someone who will be crazy about me, and isnt afraid to let every one know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. I want someone who challenges me, in every way. I want someone who puts up with my shit, but isn’t a push over. I want someone who pisses me off, but I can never be mad at, but perfect? That’s one thing I never want, maybe just perfect for me.

2009-11-05T23:02:00.005+08:00

In six months i learnt how it feels like to fall sick and be like a zombie for 3 weeks because you cant accept sth, that i forgotten how to cry when im sad, i can only cry and feel hurt to know im still alive, i already lost myself to a person i dont recognise, i lost someone who taught me so much, i hurt for someone i dont even like, i can be so badly affected by someone i already dont even understand, i am a horrible person, i deserve all the bad things to befall me because i am utterly horrible person, i am selfish and hurt everyone around me, i am selfish and only care for myself, im not me, i cant find me, i suppress so much thoughts in me, i have the ability to let ppl i dun even know personally realise im sad, i cant get anything done right...

These six months felt like forever.

Do you know nothing has ever made me feel this way...?

Do you even care?

I already changed.

Already gone.

2009-11-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

You made me learn that I dont want sweet nothings.

I need none of that.

2009-11-01T16:39:00.004+08:00

I need a release badly.

Im fucking suicidal.

& it's November alr. How NICE.

2009-11-01T15:55:00.001+08:00

You do the things he used to do,
you eat the food he used to eat,
you drink the drinks he used to drink,
you adapted all his little habits.
Just to imagine he's still there.

credits to Zd ):

2009-10-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today i made my mum cry again.

I keep crying nowadays...

How.

I dont want to be so dead.

Deborah says im semi depressed.

I feel dead.

Cant someone help me...

I cant get anything done correctly...

2009-10-20T22:51:00.003+08:00

I will accept all the blame you put on me.

As long as you are happy.

Im fine with anything.

Im not lying.

Im fine.

Im super happy.

Im strong just like you told me i was.

I can pick myself out of the mess i got into.

So, here's to ME.

Fuck you.

2009-09-27T19:23:00.001+08:00

I used to be happy.
I just didnt realise...
Until you came into my life.
And made it better.

I'm sorry.
I am really fucked up.

2009-09-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

ok...
super bad day today.
my head hurts.
okay so the past week has been BAD.
i dun like it.
i hate it.

but.
thr will be a rainbow sn aft the rain. (:
HAHA.

i miss mrs teo, you guys. <3

jiayou to FAT TOCK for Hilary. <3
to Debo: hav fun in Aussie and dun bring me back sand, i want my eyeliner. :D <3

i'm really tired, but i can't find anyone's shoulder to cry on/
i'm really tired... ):

2009-08-30T09:51:00.004+08:00

it's raining now D:
xia yu tian. LOL.

ytd was a rly nice day, earned $8 each with Fat Tock!!
what we did is a secret. lol.
gna keep saving $!
retail therapy awaits me.

going out with Fat Tock later :)
Peninsular. or sth.
sth for me to kill time.

im a contented girl :)
new balance run can go, getting contacts agn, and my purple wallet today!

and tml i shall be happy too!
ehub with zq and bo, and... having no sch lessons.
:)

thr's always sth to be thankful for.
tho i screwed up t3 results.like...major screw up.
but i know it's really sth i can work on.
and i hate nyaa to bits and pieces.
but i like going to Peacehaven for cip.

it's so nice to be happy ;D

2009-08-24T17:13:00.002+08:00

twitter is gna be my temporary mini blog from now till...
when i feel like blogging agn.

Charlene is talking to my iPod Touch..
weird?
no.

2009-08-17T21:58:00.001+08:00

Okay... I am like really dissapointed with myself today.

-.-

I feel so low and I just don't want to face it ):

Fffffffffff.

& thank God no 2hrs for me everyday aft sch omg.

2009-08-14T22:42:00.004+08:00

Eh... my throat hurts like crazzyyyyyy and I sound like a halfwomanhalfman LOL.

Ahs is damn ____. 7sub classes have to stay back 2 hours everyday as of next week to study aft sch. Seriously? WTP. It's totally unfair. I can find ppl in 8sub who do worse than me/dun even bother to study. Staying back for 2 hours IS UNFAIR WTHECK.

I got my pink phone back (yay) & guess what? The freaking problem with the phone was that the charger plug-in part of the phone spoilt and nth was even wrong with software/battery. WTH @ Sony. Inefficient like siao okay. -.-

Oh yah and I really hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and am scared of lizards.

East Div tmr... gluck Guides (: my batch's last East Div awwwww! & hope I won't flop and die 'cus me having to walk around DHS like some madwoman taking photos and everything so JIAYOU MANDY HAHAH.

& I SINCERELY HOPE I CAN FIND ONG XIAO QI TMR AT EAST DIV. LOL.

One day when I really break down, I hope to find us again.

2009-08-12T20:39:00.002+08:00

因為愛你,所以放手還你自由
因為愛你,所以不再讓你困擾
因為愛你,所以寧願自己難過
因為愛你,所以我逼自己離開

因为爱你,所以选择了放弃你.

2009-08-09T11:28:00.002+08:00

Invisible much? Haha.

I want the happy and carefree me back. I realise I was pretty happy w/o you.

God is rly testing me... I am going to break down alr. My studies are so affected, which the last thing I want to happen. I want my rainbow like, NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW.

You were the only reason why I ever saw myself making it to this year.

2009-08-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

3 months.

okay i feel superrrr sad now :(

& Kaili still being super sarco on msn to me now hais.

1.) my pink phone sent to sony for repair! :( 'cus it can't frikking charge!and the person at the counter said it's only 50/50 that my phone can get fixed omg... best part? my pink phone is only 5 mths old. ffffffffffffff i am such a lozher for spoiling my phone agn... i feel awful awful awful that i keep spending unnecessary $ of my parents I FEEL DAMN BAD DOES ANYBODY UNDERSTAND? )': stuppiddddddddddd. my chio pink phone! (yah lah bimbo? -.-)

2.) i spilled some drink on myself when i went to buy dinner hurhur damn agggggggg.

3.) my messages in the phone will all be wiped yes i am sad cus of that but i don't want to say why...

4.) i fed all the meat in my dinner to Teammy 'cus i din feel hungry anymore.

5.) I AM REALLY VERY SAD CUS OF MY SUCKY EVENING AND MY SCREWED UP LIFE.

i got kp-ed my mum ytd,cried like super hard for myself.i need tuition for pure sciences but apparently she only wants to give me one 'cus she claims she doesn't want to spoon feed me.dear mother if you see this (which i doubt you never will in a million years) i just want you to know I NEED THE TUITION AND IT'S NOT 'CUS I WANT IT I KNOW IT'S EX BUT I JUST WANT TO SECURE MYSELF A1S FOR BOTH SCIENCES AND STOP FFFFING SCREWING UP MU RESULTS ANYMORE.I CNT ABSORB ANYTHING INTO MY DENSE HEAD THIS TERM,AND pls do not ask why.

ok wtv but now i can only get bio tuition which is like.... oh well better than nth i suppose?

but i feel srsly screwed up still...

there.

and oh ya.nyaa sucks to the core. ):

sorry pineapple tuna woman Maggie.

everyone's asking me why i'm so quiet...

which i knew why i am so lifeless now.

2009-08-03T21:41:00.003+08:00

MANDY NEO LISTEN UP.

stop screwing up ur life for pete's sake.
i am super sick of you,like damn it.
stop screwing up ur school life,to be exact.
epic failure.fffffffffff.
go to tuition,and study frikking hard okay.
i am utterly SICK of you.
angry too.

& to anyone who actually cares.
i'm not okay.
so don't ask if i am.

tryna keep the lights from going in,
& the clouds from ripping out my broken heart.
imy.

2009-07-18T16:38:00.005+08:00

How I don't get the chances,
how I am still so clueless,
how I feel so brokened,
how I lost myself,
how dead I feel,
how I have to live with my regrets,
how I hurt to get rid of it,
how you don't care about me...

Finding someone who loves you for exactly who you are,the way you laugh smile and cry,the way you do anything,
finding someone who knows eveything about you,
finding someone who will do anything for you to be happy.

Why did everything have to be gone?

I really can't take it.

How do I live with the regrets?

2009-07-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

I went out with Chye today.
I had a really good time :)
We saw ________ and got pretty excited.
We ran around e!hub to look for _______.
Then we found ________ :D
Which made us all very giggly.
Ice Age 3 is uber cute funny but boring (I'm sorry).
I got myself sth nice.
I resisted to buy sth.
I cleared up my shopaholic mindset.
I am blogging from my pod on my bed m
now.

I am going to study with Tock tmr
:]

2009-07-15T20:01:00.001+08:00

你不在.
高兴还是悲哀?

So many people in 3B falling sick :(
Tkcare ppl! :)

2009-07-11T23:38:00.012+08:00

SENTOSA today!

&&&&&& there was this mini low-profile Diva sale somewhere outside F21 and everything was going for $3 each @ Vivo D: i bought 5 stuffies = $15,so worth it can! :D

i zilianed alot w Auddie's cammie while both she and Bo drained my ipod playing Taptap ._.

some small fry zilianed with my cammie.
dindin at 18chefs rly hit the spot and Auddie's longlong note was rly cute ;D

i am eyeing 2 oversized shirts i saw on blogshops,a biker jacket,F21's denim skirt & denim shorts.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

SAY YAYZ TO TAKEMYMINDOFFTHINGS TODAY ;D!
bo and auddie ball tyvm!! ♥

2009-07-10T22:14:00.002+08:00

I am out here for you. You don't know what it's like to be me out
here for you. It is an up-at-dawn, pride-swallowing siege that
I will never fully tell you about, okay?

I hate myself for me.

2009-07-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

I'M ENJOYING UNLIMITED SMS (BILL PLAN?) RIGHT NOW ;D
super frikking happie.
even thou i haven't got anyone in particular to spam ):

i spent my thursday aftschtime with ...
BO!!! <3

we queued up for bubble tea cus BO WAS REALLY THIRSTY.
i made her wait for me while i had lunch at 85.
i got myself a super cute notebook (!!)
didn't finish the ruffles we bought :o
BOUGHT MYSELF A TEENS MAG (T.T)
FOR THE HAWTHAWT KATY PERRY POSTER!! (btw i realise i tend to only have girl eye candies D: ZOMG WEIRD)
we tried to study (okay only she succeeded)
i finished ALL OF MY HOL HOMEWORK!!
Bo had dinner w me,and she didn't get to finish watching Materialgirls online cus of me....
I'M SO SORRY OK PLS DON'T HATE ME SECRETLY FOR _______________ .
I LOVE YOU GIRL LOVE LOVE LOVE :D

my urge to shop is killing me agggg!
i freaking bought sth from a blogshop today again uh ):
can't wait to get it mannn,next tuesday!! :D

i painted my nails a 2 real neat colours ytd out of boredom XD
going out on saturday is so gna be fun like !fweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i'm going to forget myself (:
you 4 out thr!!jiayou ok.
i might not be of much help, but will be thr to hear you out.
hold on for each other okie.

i miss belle, pris, fag, fats, bo, koek, ili alicia cris jeral, ball!!
i miss you too. ):

2009-07-07T20:58:00.003+08:00

zomg bad day today :( [first day of sch]
no cca anymore until further notice which is like O:
no ndp anymore due to...idk.
BUT IT'S SAD.
of all years there will be no ndp this year ):
my frikking last year in Guides,z.
still needing to choose flagbearer from G thou :D jy teehee.

okay so chinese test was relatively easy.at least i knew the answers to all the mcqs and i hope i got it right anyways.
but i left the openended so...unanswered.
whoo.
i stoned thruout sch today :(
& madam sim taking over geog!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA SHE MAKES ME :D WITH HER...weird comments and comical theories.
geog is finally fun agn.

i felt sad thruout sch not a feeling i can shake off easily boooo ):
i have made a deal with Nana to starve during recess for 2 weeks straight and just drink loads of water.
i have a Nebo membership card :DDDD
& i have a study date tmr YAYZ.

sentosa w debo and ball this saturday <3
i am so looking forward to it...
i need sth to get my mind off things :(
swimming and gyming,watching supernatural season1234 all over again,and i need a pair of new running shoes...
hais and i need tuition for amath kthks.

i am upset over an idiot and a friend and myself. -.-
i can't trust you anymore?you were never thr.

what am i supposed to do .. :(
koek and zhidan meet up soon plzzzzzzzz!

BAI.

2009-07-05T17:52:00.003+08:00

hello there.

I WASTED MY WHOLE FUCKING DAY TODAY.

ohmygosh i can really cry.
i really want to cry...

i'm sorry i'm sorry please don't hate me it only cuts me more.

2009-06-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

one word.

****.

i found my $50 worth of Carnival coupons today. -.-
2 days after Carnival itself,tyvm.
it was in my blue school file all along,hiding under a birthday card I forgot to give Pris :x
henceforth,curse you Pris! XD
but srsly.damn zzzzzzzzzzzzzz okay.
*stones*

Malcolm came over today!
& made me feel tons btr with the uber long chat from 5pm-8pm with meegoreng and biscuits :DD
i love you birdbrain! <3

i haven't been eating well.
today: one spring roll,a cup of milo,one packet of instant meegoreng w biscuits.
ytd: cai fan with half a bowl of unfinished rice.
the day before: random stuffies from carnival! & 1/2 unfinished porkchop meal and a full cup of milk tea.
and my memory fails me (:

i have my de-stressor alr. i shall go swimming whenever i feel vulnerable or tired. running if i feel energetic. watching movies if i feel lazy.

FML.

为什么脆弱时候,想你更多?如果你也听说,有没有想过我; 想普通交朋友,还是你依然会心疼我?好多好多的话想对你说,悬着一颗心没着落. 要怎么附和,舍不得又无可奈何.

2009-06-27T23:00:00.006+08:00

sudden urge to blog.

im sick agn (agn). -.-
not recovering boooooooooooo.
& i haven't finished elearning for this week 'cus i've been sick -.-
(it's not an excuse okay)

G carnival today ;D
its super tiring for the sec3s (now i know how it was for the seniors in previous batches).
goodjob everyone! (: target reached fweeee!we managed to raise 4 digit number sum man hahahahhaahha.
& i misplaced my $50 worth of coupons for the Carnival ok! :( i looked high and low for it but to no avail booooooooooooooooooo ); omg if it suddenly pops out within the next few days i'll rly cry man.$50 = worth another shopping spree somewhere LOL.
G carnival has damn good bargains if you're quick and fast enough (;
i wanted to post the pictures i took (yay Logistics) but i can't find my adaptor so pft :P

wanted to watch Transformers w Nana,Malcom,Jacq ytd aft they came back from OBS.
but then it was all sold out,till 0030hours today -.-
bo bian just had to eat dinner at Just Acia since alr meet up le.
Megan Fox is the bomb,she's the only other reason I wanna watch Transformers hahahahahhaa (do i sound like a perv?).

it's been bad days these days that i've never felt so :c before.

我多想说没有关系我还爱你

却挤不出一丝力气

是我错过什么记忆

才从幸福跳到这里

最怕自己从今以后

什么都不相信

当初多勇敢爱了你

多勇敢才能原谅你

我为什么那么爱你

爱到什么都说可以

发誓绝不做的事情

现在做的不想放弃

爱情到底让人脆弱

还是让人坚定

我用尽最后的力气

从头到尾都没有哭泣

------------------------------

meeting belle tmr (FINALLY) aft 478933789047303822 minutes hahahahahhaha.
i rly hate this part.

2009-06-25T10:15:00.002+08:00

i shall list out the reasons as to why i shd be happy ;D

- my ipod touch got fixed and is working normally :]
- i've only 3 mre things left on my shopping list
- i am down with flu which the doctor says might be swine flu so i might just flop and die anytime soon yay
- i am going to watch Transformers w Nana and Cha tmr :]
- i like shopping

i shall now list out the reasons as to why i shd be unhappy.

- i am solo-ing bio proj today!
- my sickness has ruined my exercise regime
- my mum keeps screaming at me
- my sister keeps screaming at me
- i'm cooped in the house cus im sick
- i didnt touch elearning at all.cus idk how to access it ): [i'm not lazy okay]

yadayadayadayada.

feeling damn low now.
for the past 2 days, at every little thing/matter i'll hide myself somewhere and start crying -.-
like a toddler or sth.
even i find myself stupid.

even my incessant meowing has lost its life.

i miss all my friends who went to obs ): i feel rly damn lonely and everything boooo ):

i will be happy one day (:

2009-06-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

i got an ipod touch ;D

which has been sent for fixing cus the batt life sucks ;)

2009-06-15T19:32:00.003+08:00

i miss the alr distant feeling of being lighthearted.

没开口问的你忐忑反驳
从你的语气里听懂了
不自然的歉疚代表什麽
前座的线索忍住的颤抖
还想揣摩如果开往他的门口
谎你会怎麽说
最亲爱的最後最远离了
最美好的最後最是痛了
我宁愿你是对的
伤人地拉扯不如哭着自由
最亲爱的最後最遗憾了
最该走的最後最难转身
我真的被爱过了
你才要我先割舍不是吗亲爱的
越是抱紧你越感受裂缝
最害怕的终於成真了
决定却比想像中还沉重
我多想相信你也不舍得
否则那些陌生简讯声震动了
你怎麽还没走

to cut,to run away.

2009-06-09T20:57:00.004+08:00

hols has been damnit busy.
cca,unofficial and official on every weekday for the first 2 weeks. -.-
colour party thingie tmr with Hwee & Mindy.
damn surprised i'm one of the three (:

i shall be a good Logi i/c starting from this weekend :DDDD
lazy bug has gotten the better of me teehee!
for now i shall slack.yay.
gotta finish chinese hw and chem proj by this weekend ):
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
weekends to do com stuffie.
update my own Facebook profile -.-,create a G Facebook profile,update G blog,upload photos into G photobucket...

i am getting phat yay me.
having Koek to crash my house on Thursday & KAYYOU I SWEAR I WILL RLY GET B&J'S FOR YA OK.
going out with BallSexyEx this Saturday! <3
someone go shopping w me plz ): !
i have this obession with subway cookies now.
& my urge to shop my pockets out is killing me ):

my smile's an open wound without you, )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))));

2009-06-07T21:38:00.002+08:00

just tell me if i don't matter to you,
don't leave me hanging.

went out with Malcolm today :D
i bought alot of stuffz.
away with eyebags and blemishes yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
next shopping trip will be with Koek (:
shopping really kills my pain.
headache heartache etc.
take my mind off things.
retail therapy ftw!

Farewell was a success with a capital S :)!
i managed to scare the seniors as a dead ghostly doll.
i lost the cards i made for seniors except for Dustbin's AHAHAHAH.
& now i hafta redo all -.-
it's a pity my batchmates didn't get to take a batch photo tgt too >( sickening time constraints set by stingy teachers.

i won't emo XD
too numb for that alr heh.

2009-06-02T22:09:00.002+08:00

i have perpetual eye bags that look horrendous against my alr white skin.
i have oily head scalp that's awful and makes my fringe stick tgt and i only found out abt having oily scalp recently when Malcolm told me.
i want to splurge,to spend $.
i am disgusting.
i am not worth anything.
i want to work at Subway when i'm older.
i want to work at Diva when i'm older too.
i want to cut.
i love icecream.
i really like chocolate.
i laugh at my gay stead 24/7.
i heartzxcvxcxzcxcxx retail therapy. ( -.- )
i want to go out with 3B.
i take things for granted.
i want to work at SPCA when i'm older.
i don't want to cry.
i am worthless.
i love you.
i am feeling lazy these few days.
i have G farewell prep to finish by today.
i have 3 projects to finish by the end of sch hols.
i have amath to tackle.
i have a headache.
i want to make someone smile everyday.
i am strong.
i can do better for my subjects & it's a fact.
i don't want to go for the school's NDP this year.
i hate myself alot.
i have homework.
i feel like screaming at 4 people right now.
i look foraward to Friday's slpover with Bo.
i want to help lots lots lots lots of animals when i'm older.
i don't like me.
i run away from reality.
i am strong.

but.
i am really worthless.

2009-05-21T21:03:00.005+08:00

as of next week,i will go running for a few km at one go daily,no shit to my asthma.

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away from the recent spade of events,away from this brokened self,away from my regrets.

2009-05-20T20:55:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIS! :D
ilu you stick, ♥!

so cool lor,Cool Creme open on your bday XD

jiayou for SC & Guides k! (:

stop being so brainy and so nonsensical le k!!

wat bestie <3

my batchmates = UBER RETARDED AND CUTE!!

hwee and char: *running to us at concourse* WE GOT THE KEYS TO G_____!!!!!
us: *split second immediate effect* HIGH PITCED SCREAM JUMPS OUTTA SEAT GRABS BAG AND STARTS RUNNING TO G_____.

LOL only Guides will understand the above mentioned XD

ya la we damn ridiculous.
Guides tdy & ytd sucked the life outta me manxz. ):

ok anyw.
got back ss,chemistry & cl papers in chronological order tdy -.-
20/40,ss.
60/100,chem.
51/90,cl.

was pretty upset for SS because it was just a pass,i didn't expect to do that average even when i didn't expect myself to get >30.
chemistry was worse,i expected an A but then it was only a freaking B4. )))))))))))):
i spent so much time on chem and in the end i gave so many incomplete answers and lost so many unnessary marks -,- & I FELT SUPER DEMORALISED OK!!but Miss Ha was still being rly nice abt it and said it was rly good alr but i could have done btr -.- oh well,i gave it my all anyway XD no regrets.
3B has only less than 10 people who passed the chem paper ): jiayou ok 3B!!!openup your eyes and ears more to chem it's rly easy once you understand.
cl was agn,dissapointing ): i expected 60+/90 for the main paper,but it was a total flop and i got only 50 plus,bcus i failed the openendedcompre )))))))): it was rly shitty but then...

15/20,gonghan.
28/50,compo. ( -.- )

spent too much time on gonghan and did compo badly >(((( stupidity.
i feel like crying aft sch ended suddenly bcus of my results and aft Mr Seow's super long prep talk to the class -_________________________________- have always felt like crying the past few days cus it's been so damn shittyshittyshitty but i just can't cry when i want to ): & when i want to cry?i can't.life sucks now,i'm holding on a facade i can't seem to drop.
(it rly seems as tho 3B is bochap until chaoji jialat can,until all the teachers cnt tolerate our class alr...seems like we're getting more teachers for each subject le ok -.-)

i can't wait for english results tmr,hopefully i can attain an A2 for real. :D

72/100,biology.
44/80,emath.
13/90,amath. -.-
34/50,geog.

i don't rly wanna count my L1R5 now -.- i just don't want to get into SSS bcus i rly don't think i deserve to ): i'm not upset for amath,i just feel guilty for not even trying my best for it like i do for other subs...it's not that difficult to score if i rly mugged for it;i have myself to blame but Mr Neo is partly to blame too :X he doesn't give the class any motivation to learn,& even tho i've tried listening to him he just switches me off and oh well.
BUT I'M GOING TO BE AMATH'S BEST FRIEND (: starting from June hols!!i'm going to work real hard on amath,emath,ss; it's the subs i'm damn incorrigiblevegetable at ):
...i think i'll have to work on all subs,still -.-
i hate myself.

oh yes if i get a tagboard it'll be cus of Jer Stitch Ma (: 'cus he's the only one who has ever complained of me not having one HAHAHAHHA.

here's a shoutout to all those feeling down [:
amandape,audreysexyex,bo,nana.

想把你紧紧抱着,可知你是我生命中的,最舍不得 ):

2009-05-16T13:00:00.001+08:00

trying to get my mind off things :(
i rly wanna go out but i dun hav the mood to.
stupid uh Malcom went out w Bo
pangseh!!

i want to be numb...

2009-05-15T23:53:00.003+08:00

feeling super ): now
i really want to cry myself into a hollow shell.
supposed to go out w Koek tmr but I jus don hav the freaking mood to go hav fun now
rather wallow in self pity and think abt stuff the whole day
or jus start being a good Logi to G and do my part for Gwebsites
or clean my room and be neater
or finish my pres for ppl and draw up lists for pres for ppl i still owe to (bo & cha)
im rly damn tired ):
& to everyone out thr who happens to see this my hp tio confiscated ok don ask why -.-
64480928 if need be.

maybe its cus i've kept stuff in for too long
and tonight was just the last straw
im getting tired ):

thanks malcom and bo for tdy at kfc (:
it made me realise i might not have lost everyone i'm close to
thanks 1/2 of the sec3guides for tdy's movie marathon
it took my mind off things and helped me kill the long weekend
thanks belle and pris for ytd's outing
belle esp for spending almost 12 hours w me!! :D

ahhh.living live everyday as if its is last when im feeling rockbottom sucks socks.

2009-05-10T16:08:00.002+08:00

You were the one whom I could tell my deepest fears,
& you were the one who always wiped away my tears.

Who will I run to,
Who will I turn to,
Now that you're not here;
In my life.

2009-04-21T22:38:00.003+08:00

I felt so so so so so so sad tdy ):
Maybe it was cus I was naiive enough to believe people I thought were my good friends will always think for me.
Screw it I wanted to rant on so much but I forgot all of what I wanted to say...................

Tired......................................................................can I even make it thru?
& fuck I can never ever get over things that were never meant to last.

2009-04-18T18:08:00.007+08:00

I feel damn pekchek can >(
STILL.

Mandy
stop being so emotional CRYCRYCRYYYYY. lol. but much better than sec1 liao. actually i have a hell lot of stuff to say to you. cuz anw your one of my first few best buddies in AHS. first bestie in GUIDES. and MY BLUBBERGLOBULEISHPIECEOFTOFUSUBSTANCE. I LOVE YOU! as for the rest of the message, i can slowly slowly talk to you. i really dno what to type lah.

Immah so touched hor Pwis (x

"Today it was the last activity for the Secondary4s’o9 + Handover!

Games and gettin’ tekaned by the Sec4s, then handover.

Games were kinda challenging, idk why I feel tt way either hee. Minli Maam and Yanyan Maam’s current patrols combined and were called “Kingflower!” for the day’s games! We were losers and didn’t find the bonus checkpoint. :o

Dialogue. Changing parade. Dread + anticipation whilst waiting in the concourse. Handover.
It’s now my batch’s turn to takeover this company & we all don’t know what’s going to be in for us within the next one year that we’ll be taking over. Nevertheless I’m sure all 18 of us will give it our utmost and do what’s best for this company. Sec1s, be good guides and listen to your seniors. Sec2s, rmb to take good care of the sec1s and set good examples and listen to the Sec3s, whatever the posts they have gotten. Sec3s, let’s rock smelly socks! :DD

Meow! Hahahah, I like to meow nowadays. Okay anyway :D to my sec3 batchmates! We are 18 girls and we’re all going to go through loads of fun tgt YAY. As in srsly, conflicts + gossiping + handling of juniors + weekly proposals + taking supercalifragi good care of the company, and to work towards PNA G!

This was what my vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv good friend once told me before Handover this year when I was fretting about a whole load of stuff (:

“No one cares what post you’ve gotten and what rank you’ve had before when you were a senior after you’ve passed out; juniors only care and will remember you because of what you have left, taught, & instilled in them.”

It totally enlightened me. In our own ways, we can achieve what we want from the juniors even if we do not get that desired post; don’t you guys feel it’s more meaningful? (Do not start thinking abt terrorizing them k hor.)

Who cares about the posts? I don’t already. As long as we stay tgt as a batch, stay happy, stay out of trouble with one another (roflmao anyone gets my pun/hint???)… what more can we ask for? (:

Oh ya, for Charlene to start considering to buy a brain & make sure she doesn’t spell her name wrongly as “CHALENE” on the back of her book anymore & to only realize it later WHEN I TELL HER (which btw is ½ a year later). Or think that char siew meat comes from a bird, or always does freestyle dancing when she thinks no one is looking… aiyah so much more lah hor Charlene Cai? HAHAH!! What the!! LAMEEEEEEEEEEE. Ok just kidding!!! :DDDD

But main point is.

Whoever’s sad now, everything happens for a reason and damn, so many seniors have said that our batch is supeduperfuper got potential so really, let’s just be kickbutt seniors that will rock smelly socks!! & no post is bad. EVER. Whoever’s feeling pekchek now, alamak. Whoever’s feeling happy/satisfied now, vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv sui for you. Whoever’s feeling scared now, don’t :D we’ve got 17x2=34 hands to back you up (X Whoever’s feeling v pekchek now, you’re not alone. Whoever’s planning to be haughty and proud over posts… goodluck.

[/edit]
The Sec4s have been very concerned and caring towards our batch and you guys rly pwn (: Esp me, I rly need to thank the seniors who have been so incredibly supportive of me in Term1 about stuff that are not blogmaterial o.o. All the help and advice, I rly cnt articulate my gratitude… Cont rockin’ :D :D :D oh ya, and Dustbins forever!!

:D Fire is the element of Heat,
Heat is the element of Hot,
Hot is the element of AHSGUIDESSEC3o9 :B
I’ll work hard at my post and give Guides a pretty image k. Hahaha! LOL, okay enough about sec3s. The rest of the juniors, ganbatte! (: ENDURE,EXPLORE,EXCEL!

I want a hot pink camera! Hahahaha logistics! *MEEE-OW!* "

Just a lil' something I had to blog about on Guides blog,copied and pasted it over cus I felt I needed to blog sth abt Handover here but I'm just plain lazy...yar ;)

MJU 7000

The new Olympus Mju 7000 digital camera has been unveiled at Photo and Imaging Expo 2009 in South Korea. Available in silver, black, blue, and pink, this 12 Megapixel camera features a 3.0 inch HyperCrystal II LCD to facilitate ultra-convenient framing and viewing, 7x optical zoom with Dual Image Stabilization, Intelligent Auto Face Detection, Shadow Adjustment technology and In-Camera Panorama. You can buy the Mju 7000 for around $300.

Omgosh idk what it means but, it sounds so cool.

NIKON COOLPIX S9

Nikon Coolpix S9 is slated to have a 6.1MP CCD, a 2.5 inch screen, 3x zoom, 15 scene modes, and a 640 x 480 movie mode @ 30fps. It will also be available in a choice of three colors; silver, blue and hot pink.

Then thr's this!Yes yes yes,pink fetish! C:
Kay YAY.I have sth supercalifragi worth to work towards for my MYEs,a brandnew hotpink cam :D :D :D meow!

Agggg I HATE AMATH AND ALL WHO PRACTISES IT.

2009-04-17T23:42:00.013+08:00

!sunflower 2008-2009/2009/2009-2010 (:

*enlarge to look at Charlene's face

Handover today,can't get the fact around my head still.

Yanyan's back with us (Fag & I)! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D Sunflower PL,ahahahahahah meow!

Yanyan,you look tall here only cus Charlene's stooping & I'm hunched k (:

(I look fat here -.-)

Feeling satisfied and so screwed now,feeling is so...mixed (duh).

You know sometimes when you get that feeling when you want to achieve something in your life but you don't suceed but you know in the end it doesn't matter 'cus everything happens for a damn reason? :]! That's how I'm feeling now; & I'm pretty damn sure that in this next one year, we're (G sec3 o9) gonna learn so much from each other,learn so much about life,in some way or another (:

You guys are super nice to me & even though we have differences muchie we can still work tgt >:D 18 + Lim Jiaying fweeeet!

fire is the element of heat,heat is the element of hot,

hot is the element of ahsgirlguidessec3o9!

My lovelydovely batchmates...informal.Ya,stupidity spells on my face in the picture, -__- hahahah everyone's not even looking @ this camera that took this pic uh -.-

AHSG FTW!! :D

& to end it off...ETPY can go curl up in a corner,suffocate,dieeeeeee.

2009-04-11T17:05:00.004+08:00

Tough times don't last, but tough people do! :}

Teeheeeeeeee it's been almost a month since I lasted posted!Been to Bkk for the March hols,been through loads of stuffffffieeeeeeee.Bad or good,it's been really tough road but nevertheless a G will smile thru even thru the bad times! :D

G sec3 all the best for handover :] LURB LURB! (L)

K gotta go study my Chem & Bio textbooks now,they're beckoning to meeeee!! :D *waves back to my tbs in the Charlene Chye manner*

Meow!It's my fave word of late & everyone's been learning from me muahaha!

2009-03-15T13:40:00.000+08:00

Yep,no one bloody understands.

2009-03-12T20:55:00.001+08:00

No one understands.
Have you ever felt like you need to give up on something you actually don't want to?

2009-03-11T19:45:00.003+08:00

Hard work pays off - maybe not instantly,but it will :D

HAPPYBIRTHDAY,

MY DEAREST KAYYOUSMARTY KOEKCHING <22222222

MY FOREVER BOYFRIEND RACHELKOHAHNING <3

CHELXIYEO MAMAMAMAMAMA :D <3

Today wasn't the greatest day but I'll keep on going (;
Baby get well soonn )):

2009-03-08T17:50:00.003+08:00

Presenting...my new phone :D!!
T700 Sony Ericsson,SHINING PINK.Kay I know it sounds damn gay.
My first thoughts were that too - "Hey what a gay and ugly metallic chinalooking cheapo phonee."
My 4th phone since I enter AHS too LOL.
*Fyi my W910i just died on me one day :)

But half the ppl I know thinks it's pweety :D & so do I! (It took me a couple of days to think that way ahahahaha.)

I've wasted my weekend away (slacking -.-),but heyhey I'm still gonna go practice EMath l8r on in the evening (:
I ponned tuition ytd to study in a library ytd,guess it's not really considered a bad thing so AHAHAH.

Been thinking about T1 results lately and guess thr's no point of me being emopressed about it -,- But duh la I'm still upset.It keeps getting to me - the fact that I did care and bother,that fact I did put in the effort and patience,the fact I put in the heart and mind into my work. (Lol use of Threes -.-) I feel fked & cheated upside down by myself.Now,I guess getting the result hasn't been the main issue for me but proving to the G teachers that I can make it is it.I reflect and wonder if there's such a possibility for me to be someone who understands a chapter and topic and can do well for practices and exercises but just can't,can't do well in a test (even if I can manage to do well is an occasional thing).Chem test this week: Oil is denser than water.That's what I chose instead of Oil is less dense than water,thus it can float on water.Only did it hit me after the test that I chose the wrong option -.- But the damn fact is that I read about oil being less dense that water the day before the test but just couldn't recall whether it's really less dense for I was rly,rly,rly confused then and was afraid of screwing up another freaking test.70% Bio ct,I rmb myself rechecking the multiplechocie qns over and over agn before moving onto the open ended section 'cus I was inconfident of my answers and didn't think I could afford losing marks at the multiple choice qns and also,was v nervous 'cus before the test Mrs Yip alr said the test was going to be tough.Thus I couldn't finish the graph in the open ended section properly,couldn't draw and label the root hair cell.Math,ohmygosh.An A1 but I still could have done so much better for my tests...

So much for worrying eh?Or maybe it's just my poor time management.But if I explain it to ppl who demand an explaination for my results,or when I want to prove myself to them that I can work on this weakness I have and I will be able to cope...Will they really believe what I say,or will they feel that it's just a lousy excuse to cover up for my results?

(But I admit my AMath is my fault 'cus I couldn't be really bothered with it.)

I am so tired of feeling so lousy of myself.I know thr's ppl like Ball,Oniisan,Xz,Fag,Nana,Pris,Bobo who believe in me and are always thr but sometimes... :c I won't give up but it's hard to go on if I don't make my stand.Thr.

:( What happened to you?

Bkk trip 17th - 23rd March.

2009-03-05T22:07:00.002+08:00

Why is it so difficult for me to prove myself to others?

2009-03-03T16:39:00.005+08:00

I feel fked up.

Things are not going my way. ): NOTNOTNOTNOTNOTNOTNOTNOTNOTNOT SLAPS SELF :c

W910i is gone case.
Term 1 report card gone case.
Amath Chinese Bio.
Miscellaneous shit.

AND IT'S NOT LIKE I DIDN'T PUT IN THE EFFORT.TIME.HEART.PATIENCE.
WTF THIS TERM SO...wtv I can't think of the word.
LIFE IS UNFAIR >;(

-,- Going to Bangkok in March hols which come to think of it IS REDUNDANT AND UTTER CRAP CUS I'LL BE MISSING TRAININGCAMP AND I STILL HAVE THE CHIONG HW IN THAILAND/SGP BEFORE I LEAVE.

Great how great!You go screw yourself upsidedown you losurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

screams.be me and see if you feel like a failure _l_

2009-02-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

I'm v dissapointed,upset with myself.

Bio ct which makes up 70% of CA = BIG SCREWUP.I even studied,like omfg whats my problem.
Amath omg is horror.

............................................................if I could I would throw myself off the cliffffffffff,WHY OF ALL THINGS MY BIO SCREW UP?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Gluck Mandy (: Try not to go jump building :D

2009-02-22T13:16:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna leave this place to die for a while 'cus I feel the same way it does (:

Heppi Teeinking Dae!

2009-02-12T23:42:00.003+08:00

I decided on posting this rly short update [:

I love EMath!It's fun & easy.As compared to AMath.

The funniest thing that happened this week was when Jasper threw a chicken bone at Charlene's head in the canteen by accident and when Charlene ripped her skirt (a hole at the back of her skirt) whilst climbing over the school fence (being clever and innovative as usu. instead of just WALKING THROUGH THE GATE WHICH WAS 30 STEPS AWAY TO GET OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE) at the outdoor bball court.

No G tmr for me muahaha.Gna go receeing with Charlene & Hweefee & JeremyO & MengHowe.

3B is :D.
Happy Valentines' Day ppl,I don't feel v loveydovey this year thou.

I WANT AN OUTING THIS SATURDAY!! >:( ANY OUTING!!!

2009-01-27T10:22:00.003+08:00

I'm moodswinging & I feel so out of place today.

:C

2009-01-24T21:15:00.008+08:00

BALL 我好想你. ):
p.s, the above song not dedicated to you la k -.-

I have 3 more jnrs!Sue Fang + Hui Ling + Jeanne (Jee-nie) TEEHEE 8D.
Cuiwen + RachChia,both y'all motherly instincts btr start kicking in!!

Cny Dance is finally done with. (I'm freaking tank-foo.No more feeling crappishly tired every other day aft sch.I hate dancing I suck at it.)

I haven't blogged much since school started,so here goes...3B IS :D!
It rly is okay!& the ppl in 3B rly study when it comes to studying time,make noise when it's permitted,kp+gl tchers -.-,hate Mr___!

Mrs Law is so mama-ish! :D She shd ttly switch roles with Mr Neo & be our form!Can you believe she listened to us complain abt AHS to her,taking down points that she could bring up to the heads,and fighting for us/standing up for us ;D

I believe I will fail my combinedhumanities.

HAHAHAH I AM LAZY TO CONT...
anyways HAPPY 15TH TO JEREMYQ,YONGHONG偶像!,KHAIRUI,YUWEN c:
I'm 15 in 3 omgeeeeeee!!

Gluck to everyone who's performing next week for the school's CNY concert ((:
AHSGUIDESSEC3s ftw!! :DD

2009-01-18T15:58:00.003+08:00

I make believe,
That you are here.
It's the only way,
I see clear.
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy.

In the cold light of the day I realise who's the biggest fool of all.

F you lah Nsjm.

2009-01-10T22:03:00.002+08:00

Ball requested for an update [:

HAPPY 15TH DICKSON LOH DISHENG!

Yeahs,& Happynewyear?Whatever.What's so special about a newyear?Just means one more year closer that you draw to death -_- *quoted Koekching.

My first post for 2009,
I'm so effing effed up.

2008-12-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

KOEKCHING IS A GARGANTUAN OBESE MEAN CHEATER WHO CHEATS PEOPLE OF THEIR FEELINGS ):
Now the sleepover's postponed to 31st-1st :) Ah well,works for me.At least I get to countdown to o9 with her!! (L)

HAHAH & MY 15TH BDAY IS IN EXACTLY ONE MONTH'S TIME XD

Curse you homework!

2008-12-25T22:40:00.009+08:00

Happy Christmas ;D
i'm not bored lah.

Happy 14th LIEWSHAYTING AND POHPINGSHUANG YAY.

& hor,
I think Mandy Chng ROCKS SOCKS.
(Nana ask MandyC to come see this post k ;D)
Y'all shld hear the G Cny o9 dance song (((((((((((((((((((:
&&&& she's freaking cool,whatever she does and says.Makes me laugh :o
SO THANKYOU MANDY CHNG FOR THE SONG EDIT & ALL (: IT WAS ALL NANA'S IDEA TEEHEE SO START THROWING YOUR DAGGERS AT HER.

UnitInitiative on Monday was funscaryfun ;D
Charlene nearly murdered me - that's all I can say.
&&&&&&&&&&& WHOEVER WANNA JOIN ACA PLEASE APPROACH ME!
I'MMAH THE PRES (X whooooo,you know I still love you lah Fag :D
Orientationdance,ganbatte we can make it (:

Everyone's lives stinks right now (chionging hw time righttttttttttttttttt) I have zuowen and book review and 2 english books (which btw the ones I reserved are :0 -.- ancient and incomprehensible) and 3 math questions.

2 more days to sleepover with Koek,
3 more days to ss proj outing,
4 more days to 6Fro6 reunion!
6 more days to 2009,
7 more days to T12009.

I just got a pair of Everlast sneakers XD & I truly have no affinity with Converse shoes -.- I wanted this limitededition silver butterfly sneakers which sounds gay I know,but it's rly cool kay >:( &&&&&&&& it didn't have my size.THEN I WANTED THE GRAY ZIPPER HIGH CUTS...AND THE SALESPERSON TOLD ME IT WAS SOLD OUT.

BOTTOMLINE.I WANT THE HIGHCUTS >:(

converse gray zipper highcuts,size 5 (:
cotton on yellow primo!
diva ghost pendant necklace
diva monster earrings
an everlast jacket
paul frank hooodieeeeeee [:
a bagpack!

Boohooo and I rly lost my pencilcase -______- I calculated,and everything in the damn green bulky shit amounts to at least $50.Pencilcase and all,not to mention everything in thr
isn't even A MONTH OLD.Damn you,the person who stole it >:( Hope you ______________________. xD Damnnn youuuuuuuuuuu so bad.

Don't mind the colours kay I'm really :D now.

Thr's Cnydance prac tmr & _____________ <3 HEPPI HEPPI HEPPI!!
ﺕ everyoneeeeeeeee, ☮!

P.S,DICKSON LOH DISHENG WILL BE TURNING 15 IN 15 DAYS
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

2008-12-21T18:09:00.016+08:00

"but i will always hold on to what we used to have,cause i know eventually my life will carry on."

I bet everyone's on the cusp of jumping off buildings since the school holidays are coming to an end real soon :0
Homework....CHIIOOOOONNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG AARRHHHHHHHHH!! :D

Sihan; done,but alot of editing to do :(
Compo; the story's in my head but...how to put it down in ink?!!!??!?!?!
Book review; to hell with it -.-
SS Proj; Shay mummy's still in Afrikah :C
English; to heck with the 2 books I reserved and paid $3.10 for! -,- FRIGGING BOR-RING I TELL YOU.But...I'm gonna give it sucha kickass review for my presentation,booo many many.

Fanboards to make for 女儿,sanguoyanyi to START on X.X!!!
XMAS PREZZZZZZZZ TO GET!! DD:
Cny dance,orientation dance.Why am I still sitting here blogging?!

&...
I've spent the day yanjiuing Totochan,sucks.

One pair of yellow Cotton On primos,a packet of 500gram Famous Amos No Nut Chocolate Chips,a new sling bag,that eyebandage at Artbox :D,my feet to grow to a size 8 so that I can buy that pair of supercalifragi-neatawesomesexy Converse highcuts :)

AIRBERWEE ONE TO STAY IN HIGH SPIRITS YO! 8]

On an angrier note :D
join aca today.

*aca stands for anti-charlene association.
**yes,ANTI.& please feel free to approach pg/bobo/nana/me myself i for immediate recruiting :D
**get inside info about Charlene's latest bips and bops,for example charsiew comes from birds.
Don't worry Charlene (: We'll provide free food for all the ones who ---e you,if that's your main concern.

Haha forget it enough about my dear Charlene Faggot Dearling.

My 女儿! :)
Idk how to put it down in words but,yeah.You ttly kickassed on Tuesday when we came down to support you at Mdc,and continue doing what you're doing yeah :D I will try my utmost to get 7 more boards done for you;takecare and just focus on your competition + school next year k C: mummyyyy loves youuuu all the best!

Now,Koek!
I hate you for cheating my feelings ytd & now you'll have to sleepover @ my hse this coming Saturday :] We'll be good girls and chiong our homework all night and watch movies and pig out and bully Teammy :D

Oh,did I mention I lost my pencilcase -_________________________-
THAT DAMN BULKY AND STUFFED ONE.
THAT DAMN BULKY AND STUFFED NEW PENCILCASE.
...it's worth at least $50 can,the whole green crap.
Omg rolls eyes.I hope I can find it rotting in the Lost & Found corner in the school's GO tmr when I go for G.BLAHBLAHBLAH. -.-

2 MORE DAYS TO 4MONTHS (:
4 MORE DAYS TO XMAS
6 MORE DAYS TO BE WITH KOEKCHINGKAYYOU (AHHAHA I SOUND GAY)
7 MORE DAYS TO SS PROJ OUTING? O.O
8 MORE DAYS TO 6FRANGIPANIo6 PARTY (8 MORE DAYS TO GET PRESENTS DONE)
9 MORE DAYS TO CNY DANCE DEADLINE
10 MORE DAYS TO THE LAST DAY OF 2008

:'(
WHERE'S MY BOYF.

2008-12-14T23:48:00.004+08:00

2008-12-12T19:41:00.006+08:00

I'm knackered.
homework/CNY dance/fanboards to complete by next Tuesday/orientation dance/studying -.-
Everyone's so beezee too,idk why 14yearolds are such no lifers already when they're only...14. T.T
English vocab+compre+summary,math -.-!! & to read my chem and bio and ss and elect geog books...
I needa chiong some studying before T1 o9 starts zomg :( Hope I'll be able to cope ahhhhhh...
Okay fine I don't wanna sound like a martyr so I'll stop here. -_-

ANYWAY.
HOLIDAYS ARE NOT HOLIDAYS!& that's an understatement!
I list out the homework I'm left with kay :D Then y'all clap for me.
~~heymath online~~
~~heymath trigo ws~~
~~mr seow's trigo ws~~
chinese sihan
chinese book review
chinese zuowen
~~chinese chuangbiandexiaodoudou~~
chinese sanguoyanyi
english 2 books assignment
ss proj (doing aft Shay mummy comes back from overseas {:)

Sai lah -.- But but!I've reserved my 2 books from the library oledi :D & I KEPT UP TO MY SCHEDULE AMAZINGG!!I finished my math tooooo!! (3 more questions in that online ws but who rly cares) I ROCK SOCKS.

ANYWAY.
If you wanted to know I did math for practically,12 hours :) Just for,maybe 30 questions.This shows how rusty someone can get during the hols.
I even spent 2 hours on 2 questions!Lo & behold -.-
BUT YOU SHOULD TTLY SALUTE ME WITH A MASSIVE STANDING OVATION LA PWEASEE WHO CAN TAHAN MATH FOR 12 HOURS STRAIGHT? ;O

ANYWAY.
Uh,I'll start on chinese next week -.- Gahhhhhhhhhh MANDN JIAYOU I LOVEE YOUUU.

ANYWAY.
Yeah uh okay my schedule next week :DD
MONDAY;guides + cg + Cny dance
TUESDAY;css thingie @ mediacorp studios
WEDNESDAY;study day
THURSDAY;go out with Nana+Cher for Cny dance
FRIDAY;guides + cny dance
SATURDAY;study day
SUNDAY;study day
MUG MUG MUG!! (: wheee i'm so glad and pleased that math homework is DONE WITH HAHAHAH!:D CHINESE ENGLISH SS.WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO.BRING IT ON!

ANYWAY.
I srsly gotta finish all my homework next week :D Or I'll ground myself.

ANYWAY.
I got a hair straightener the week before that rly works wonders!It cost $85;I wanted to get the one Ball got that cost $40 but my dad was stoned outta his mind & got the $85 one ://////////////////

ANYWAY.
There's going to be Cny danceeee!! ;D

ANYWAY.
I want to buy Fox tanktops + Ip shorts & jeans really badly )x &!!COTTON ON YELLOW PRIMOS,a pair of sneakers,a new sling bag [:

ANYWAY.
I bao my handphone bill 2nd time in a row. -expressionless-
My parents are threatening to do away with my current handphone plan and get me a prepaid {: Let me tell you the 4 possible scenarios;
1.) Really go ahead and do away with the plan now (I'm a M1 customer btw -_-) & land themselves with a few hundred $$ bill :D
2.) Only do away with my plan when it expires in May o9 & get me a prepaid until I'm like what,18 -.-
3.) Decide to be kind and forgiving in May o9 & ttly throw the spiteful-idea-of-getting-me-a-prepaid-card idea to the back of their brains and leave it there to rot & smell.
4.) Or really do away with my plan when it expires next year in May.
This stinks.

ANYWAY.
I'm glad Dear is happy :DDD

ANYWAY!!
Happy 45th,Daddy :] Although you're upset with me now.Hope you had fun @ the BirdPark last Sunday,credits to TriciaNeo.I WANNA GO TO THE SPCA AGAIN OKAY!!

ANYWAY.
Yadayadayada oh goodie I've just checked my library account & both my books are ready for collectionnnnnnnnnn C:

ANYWAY.
KOEKCHING IF YOU SEE THIS CAN YOU GET BACK TO ME ASAP xC WHEN'S OUR BOOK CAMPING DATE HUH? :D

ANYWAY.
Quiz (:

1) What color is your phone?
Red ):

2) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M on your phonebook?
M1 XD LOL.

3) Who's the last person you called?
Uh...I think Xiong lol.

4) Who was your last missed call from?
Mum lah -,-

5) Who's the 2nd person you missed called?
DAD LOL.

6) Who's speed dial 2?
Mum :D

7) Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
Janice Sooooooooooo.

8) Who was your last received call?
I dlted the list last nightt.

9) Who was your second last received call?
-________________________________________- I dlted

10) What is your wallpaper?
Iliana & I :D

11) What is your screensaver?
Nonneeee (:

12)How many text messages you received?
3000+ -.-

13) What's the 5th message say in your inbox? And from whom?
"Shorts I think and then the pink shirt is do what de?"
LOL KELLY ONG.

14) Who was your last text message from?
KOEKCHINGGG :DDD!!

15) What is your alarm sound?
Live Your Life by Rihanna;T.I !

16) What is your handphone ringtone?
Just Dance;Lady Gaga C:

17) Name every person you have text messages from.
Koekching Kaili Xiongzhi Glen Semele RachelC Nana,
for today.

18) Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norris facts?
Noooooo no idea what that ;D

19) Who's the 3rd person on your U?
U?WHAT THAT?!

20) What does the 3rd message in your outbox say?
"Don't shy la ;D"
TO KELLY ONG TOOO LOL.Then he daoed that msg :(

21) Who is the first name in your phonebook?
Aaron Sim HEEHEEE.

22) Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
My chinese tuition 'cher XD

23) Last 4 digits of your number?
0276
3/4 consist of my fave numbers XDD

24) Starhub/M1/Singtel?
M1 AND I HEARD THAT IT SUCKS.

Another quiz xD

Template:Dear (the last person who text messaged you):I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2) (3) and I saw you (4) (5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that I (10) (11).(12),-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White- Carve your initials on
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. -Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost: HighHouse - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water - Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain

Dear Koekching:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm selling myself. I think I realized it that night at the mental hospital and I saw you drive out my avocado plant. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that I'm open. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep your sucide note as a memory. You should also know that I was interviewed by the Time abut Eggplant.
Go burn,Mandy.

OKAY I FEEL HIGH AND LOW RIGHT NOW BETTER GO GET MESELF DINNER. ):
I LOVE YOU I HATE YOU.

2008-12-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

I'm still alive & kicking luh (;

3 LITTLE PIGS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU! ♥

2008-12-03T13:13:00.002+08:00

A cut through my psyche,a stab into the lacerated heart.

I don't have faith in myself anymore.

Everything's nothing more than an ambition,nothing more than a dream.

I'm losing friends my brain dimension must be 1cm by 1cm by 1cm i'm a total schmuck..

You couldn't keep up to your own promises and hopes,and that's a fact - a fact you've been running away from for the past close to 2 months.

shibaizhe,
quit crying already.

2008-12-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

I caught Beverly Hills Chihuahua @ Vivo with Belle 3 days back when we were supposed to go do SS proj @ Chinatown. [:
I found my pencilcaseeee,and nearly got scammed into buying a hoodie that really wasn't worth even $30 [it was priced at $42.90].Alice In Wonderland design :D I'm on a lookout for another hoodieeeeee!!

Wahhhh.
All I've done today is gone to Granny's house to help her do chores,rush over to meet Charlene and get her hair straightener,bought some hair stuff from Montip,pass Belle my shades,tried to straighten my hair.
Uh I think my tenses above are wrong.Whatever -.-
I LOATHE MY HAIRRRR GAHHHHH )x so curly for what!!
GROW HAIRRRRR GROWWWWWWWWW!!ONE YEAR LIAO LEH -.- -.- -.-

things i've in mind to splurge on[:
sesame street hoodie :DD $28 & immah on the lookout for another hoodie.
panasonic hair straightener! $40
coloured sockssssssssss (: 4 for $11 -.- if i'm not wrong.
cotton on yellow primos $14.95
gray contacts! {: $11 paid & ordered! (:
a pair of jeans $36
billabong shouler bagg $39.90
fox top $26/$16 ._.
outfitter top dress $48 [:
CONVERSE SNEAKERS $59.90

X'MAS GIFTS TOOO WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;DD

Dang it whr did you go.

2008-11-28T17:22:00.005+08:00

ANNUAL CAMP OVER!!!
Garnet whoootwhooot.

Anyw,quiz!

Starting Time : 5.23PM
Name : Mandy Neo SJ
Sisters : Tricia Neo SL
Brothers : Dickson Loh + Tan Khai Rui (;
Shoe size : 6 :DDD *BOOTS SIZE: 4.5
Height : 158CM/161CM -.-
Where do you live : Tanamerah (:
Favourite Drink : MILOOOOOO!! :D; Iced tea.
Favourite breakfast: hotcakes!!

Have you ever;
Been on a plane: More than 10 times ;D
Swam in a ocean: More like stand on the shore,by the sea water at the beach.
Fallen asleep at school: No...I know you're thinking,"Yeah right." 8]
Broken someone's heart: Skinny hope!
Fell off your chair: Erh yeah more like pushed off anyw.
Waited for someone to call: Yes ;D
Saved emails : No,I don't even read them O:
What is your room like: -.-
What's right beside you: My dog;sofa.
What is the last thing you ate: Ham -.- I don't like ham -.-

Ever had;
Chicken pox: Yep!!
Sore throat: Yarr :C
Stitches: Yes -.-..
Broken nose: NOOOOPEEE :)
Believed in love at first sight: No -.- Infatuation ppl,infatuation.& it never happens to me anyw 8D
Picnics: When I was a kid,yes :(

Who was/were the last person;
You danced with: Charlene...she's horrid at waltzing btw.
Last made you smile: Dearrrest boyf [; ♥
You last yelled at: Bobo hahha!

Today did you;
Talk to someone you like: YESSS!!CHELSEA BELLE NANA BOBO CHARLENE.
Kissed anyone: -.-
Get sick: Falling sick soon :(
Talk to an ex: No.
Miss someone: Yes :'(
Eat: More like binge.

Best feeling in the world: Simply being happy and seeing people happy 8]
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: MANYMANYMANYMANYMANY!! (:
Whats under your bed: My sister's bed -.-
Who do you really hate: I don't do hate -.-
What time is it now : 6.00PM

Random;
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Nods :)
Do you have any siblings: Yepyep xP
Do you want children: Yeah I'll name the guy Shia & the gal Destiny Hope/Summere Faith.
Do you smile often: Idk about smiling but Char says I laugh alot >:D
Do you like your hand-writing: Yes everyone says it's chio LOL C:
Are your toe nails painted : No -.- But before camp it was heehee.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: O:!I'll pass.
What color shirt are you wearing now: White.
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m: Packing up the folding all the clothes in my cupboard 'cus I just unpacked my luggage from camp :D
When did you cry last: Camp -,-
Are you friendly: Noooo!!I'm damn shy;how to be friendly :x
Do you have any pets: TEAMMMYYYY!!!
Did I mention I want a hamster tooooo ;D
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Coughcough heee.
Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: Yes & ____________ is my everythingq okayyy!! (x
Do you sleep with the TV on: I fall alseep when it's on -.-
What are you doing right now: Watching telly.
Have you ever crawled through a window: No I'm tooo phattt XD
Can you handle the truth: Frankly speaking if it hurts no :(
Are you closer to your mother or father: Mum lah..
Who was the last person you cried in front of: I don't think anyone rly caught me crying -.-
How many people can you say you've really loved: 1.
Do you eat healthy: Noooo D:!!Phat heee.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Lol @ Belle's answer o___________________o"
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: No -.-
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Boyf!!♥,Oniisan,Kayyou,Wat,Yoshis.
Are you confident: Ever heard of inferiority complex? [sp? o.0]

5 things about me;
a. I never had a nose bleed before.
b. I have stage fright.
c. I am shy.
d. I love cartoons {:
e. Immah shopaholic.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago;
a. Playing with my new pet dog :D
b. Zihighing -,-
c. Eating prata every weekend
d. Playing with dolls heee!
e. Watching cartoons!!

5 things on my to-do list today;
a. Finish Totochan for the 2nd time.
b. Decide what 2 english books to read for english assignment.
c. Decide on what place to do on for SS proj -.-
d. Do english assesments and get started on Harvesting The Heart.
e. Watch Spongebob movie on Nick @ 630 :DDDD!!

5 snacks I enjoy;
a. icecream!!
b. chocolateeeee.
c. famous amos cookies [the plain choco chip ones]
d. eclairs [:
e. anything yummyyyyyy.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire;
a. donate $$ and see to the renovations of the spca!!
b. build a seaside bungalow for my family,hire a maid tooo [;
c. go to aussie with dear!
d. travel around the world with family and friends.
e. donate to animal homes.

5 of my bad points;
a. impatient.
b. lazyyy.
c. shy -.-
d. a dipstick -,-
e. irritating.

Wah okay waste of time -.-.
Anyw the worst of G for the holidays is over;CCA break is coming up [homework and studying and dates galore xD] and then it'll be G for awhile,then more homework and studying in between,gift buying,x'mas,new year.
Time flies :(

I LOVE BELLE WHO'S GOING TO CHINATOWN WITH ME TMR FOR SS PROJ AND A LIL DATE AFTERWARDS :D

2008-11-21T22:39:00.007+08:00

The reasons why I'm broke as of late :( -stares at shopping list- z________z
I BOUGHT THE COFFEE SANDALS WITH NANA TODAY :D
Wheeee and we tio scam -.-

Over the past week I've gotten all my 2009 schoolbooks ['cept for AMath] and the cfmed class list has been released.Chels mummy,Kukutard,Zq,Jlene,Jm,Nic etc all go over to 3A )= & OMFG LAH THANK GOODNESS BELLE TANG STILL SAME CLASS AS ME!!Else I'll be very :C next year in 3B.But still,Chels Vivi Zq... :{

3B'09.
BelindaSng JolinChen KennethNeo AustonQuek MandyNeo BelleTang VivianSeah OngKaiFeng TanKhaiRui YongWeiAnn EugeniaKoh LiewWenMin SuYanHui KanWeiHuat MaxLam NgKengFu TanJunWei CarolynChan KohWeiShan RachaelLee LuHuiChen NarSherMay YeoShiHui FabianFung YangWei CherylBoh LohYongFang AmandaPe TanXinQing ChenWeiJie JasperChoo JeremyQuah
18 girls. 14 boys.
*off Jolin's blog O:

Yingyan says my class will be fun,let's see about that.
NO CHELS VI ZQ -,-

Finally finished 14/15 of my picking today,PRAISE THE LORD!!One more bag of kindlings and I'll be done - no more twigshuskskindlings picking for this year,uh uh :D

November has been Guides all the way;this week has been really busy since it's drawing nearer to camp and I'm way enervated.

:( Been doing so much thinking my head hurts too.

Till then,AHSGuides ftw!
NCC Part Bs goodluck best of luck may lady luck shine on y'all :D

2008-11-13T22:45:00.006+08:00

a pair of ip zone jeans [$36]
that pair of ip zone shorts :D! [$29.90]
~~a pair of cotton on shorts [$20 for 2]~~ 2 PAIRS (:
a pair of fox pants [i nono :D]
that fox top! [$26]
~~that green split top(: [$15]~~
that outfitter dress top! [$48]
more tops & bottoms :DD
~~hair rubber bands for school & guides -.- [montip]~~
coloured socks many many :D
a couple of diva accessories [$50 -.-]
~~a new wallet [billabong yay no myuk! O:]~~
a new pencilcase [preferably from borders :D;$16]
a billabong shoulder bag(: [$39.90]
an artbox shoulder bag! C: [$20?]
a pair of converse sneakers!! 8D [$59.90]
a pair of cotton on ~~blue~~ and yellow primos XD [$14.95 each]
a pair of cotton on sandals :D [2 for $20!]
gray contact lenses [$11.50?]
~~black skirt [SP!!]~~
~~english compre books~~
chinese xuancitiankong books
xmas gifts! ;]
xmas cards
~~chengyu shu~~
pick all twigshuskskindlings for Ac T.T
get started on Ball's farewell gift

ice cream treat for Rachelk boyf(:
beach outing w/ + icecream treat for Koek! [early december(:]
let Ball Deb Pris crash my hse during the hols [somwhere in december]
go bowling with KELLY ONG KAI LI!! :D [aft G camp and NCC camp :D;early december]
6Fr reunion at Nat's houseeeeeeeee
2H gathering [a.k.a crashing some richkid's house to play lame games & to play halo 3:D]
ANOTHER 2H chalet @ Coastasands:D!!
go on dates w/ boyf LOL
highfliers outing [before 24/11]
!W.A.T dayout!
yoshinoyas to crash Pg's house for a day [and prolly overnight XD]
farewell party for LIMJIAYING ):

uhh.

*updated 19th Nov(:

2008-11-11T23:20:00.010+08:00

HWEEFEEE
+
YINGGYYAANN
JIAYOU
FOR
PLTC :DDDD
bigbig somemore,feel privileged wor you 2.
i don't usu. do such dedications teehee.

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CHYE MIN LING IS THE COOLEST GIRL ALIVE!
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and u dun KNOW??
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coolest?
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
barfs
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yeahs
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EWS
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*sherjuan falls under my spell*
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*agrees to be my loyal slave ;D
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sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
then what haystack!?
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
i duno ;D
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
its a punch line ;D
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
WHAT PUNCHLINE?!
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
-.-
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
wad!!!
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
ITS TRUE!!
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
and im really hitting it ;DD
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
im GOING TO SLEEEP
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
ORH OK.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
BYE.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
don get lost tmr (:
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
BYE
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
HEHS
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
i know u will.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
bye.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
bye.
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
im not dumb ;D
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
BYEE
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
uh okay.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
OKAY LA BYE.
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
OKOKOK
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
thanks ;D
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
sleeep
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
nights
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
bye
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
bye
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
:)
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
:)
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
sweet dreams
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
blahs ;D
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
sour dreams -.-
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
____ joined css btw
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
wtf is THAT
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
-.-....
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
campus?
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
OHS
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
he got kicked out??
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
BWAHHAAs
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
ya ;D
sj -- nibble is my one & only everything[; says:
ok bye.
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
HAHAHs
and we are two-fingHAWT ; WHO IS NEO SHER JUAN?!? says:
kks byes ;D

*Charlene is z.z

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ADORABLE RIGHT!! (:

1st. I fell in love recently!! -.-

2nd. HappyBday Tricia Neo and Vivien Tang yay.

3rd. I'm perpetually comatose/asleep these few days.

I am left with my pile of holiday homework to tackle,a mountain of my own language assessments to finish off in prep for next year,1 bag of husks + 1 3/4 bag of twigs + 1 2/5 bag of kindlings to pick,promises to keep,Ball's farewell pressie to get done with,AC preps,birthday presents to get,purchase everything on my shopping list,kachingg to save,
DAMN IT I SHD JUST ROB THE BANK,ANYONE WITH ME?

aggggggggggg.why.everyone.so.ill.fated.

Aiyah anyway.
Did I mention I got my black skirt and wallet alr whoot. -strikes it off list- :]
I GOT A NEW ALARM CLOCK TOOOO!!& a new pair of black spectacles?I think geek is hawt 8) I CAN GET 'EM TMR AND SHOW IT OFF WITH PRIDE TO THE WORLD WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D [it's 12.04am on the 12th Nov now] Oh,I don't know why I'm staying up so late these days.Shrugs,but I bet it's the reason why I getting breakout now noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo D:

Pre-camp performances,one word:abysmal zzzz.I got a splinter today in the flesh beneath my nail on my left hand index finger which I managed to get out with the help of snrs lol :D Other than that...today wasn't too bad.13days to AC,ahsguides ftw!

Ahhhh Sana Course at farfarotherside of Sgp + new G tee coming in this Friday.My Sim card got fixed on Saturday and I like KFC's lemon teaaaaa.Praise the Lord,thank the heavens.I love Nibble and my faith in alot of things is fading.

2008-11-08T00:25:00.002+08:00

C2;3Bo9.
English CL EMath AMath Bio Chem SS ElectGeog ftw(:

Agggggg,is this really some blessing in disguise. ):

2008-11-03T22:43:00.005+08:00

Hi.I have my fringe pinned up flat against the top of my head now :)
Today was supposed to be some twighuskskindling picking day for Yoshis.
But after Pris left (which was aft bike renting,some successful husks picking and KFC and neoprinting), Char Nana Bobo and myself ttly sidetracked and went off to windowshop 8).
IT WAS AWSOME!Besides the time when Char made me try on horridlookingeyesorecausing dresses :0 I swear no one will ever catch me in a dress again,over my dead body man!
Then there was SP,where I found this :D :D :D :D :D :D skirt yay!AND IT'S NOT EVEN $20 OMGEEE.
Got bored and trained to Eastpoint,didn't do much but bought some cards and took note of stuff to add unto my shopping list.Which reminds me.

things to get during the hols (:
a pair of jeans
a pair of fox shorts
a pair of fox pants
a fox top
an espirit top
a new wallet [no myuk nooooooooooo]
a new pencilcase [preferably from borders :D]
a new shoulder bag(:
a pair of converse sneakers!! 8D
gray contact lenses
black skirt [SP!!]
english compre books
chinese xuancitiankong books

xmas gifts! ;]

to get done/buy it by this weekend
get camp proposals done
corrogated board
xmas cards
chengyu shu
to get totochan english version done for the second time
read totochan chinese version for the first time!! D:
pick all twigshuskskindlings for AC T.T
get started on Ball's farewell gift

& aggggg before it ttly slips my mind
ice cream treat for Rachelk boyf(:
beach outing w/ + icecream treat for Koek! [before 16/11]
let Ball Deb Pris crash my hse during the hols [DIEDIEDIEMUST :0]
6Fr reunion at Nat's houseeeeeeeee
mini 1D reunion
2H gathering [a.k.a crashing some richkid's house to play lame games & to play halo 3:D]
go on dates w/ boyf LOL
highfliers outing [before 24/11]
!W.A.T dayout!
yoshinoyas to crash Pg's house for a day [and prolly overnight XD]
farewell party for LIMJIAYING ):

Yepyepyep,that's abt it xP

We rotted alot tdy tgt.
Bobo and I got the biggest shock tdy too.
Oh and Charlene's a gargantuan lozher.Check this out.

as sharpee will say *noodles*

Do you understand the above?Go figure,we nearly died laughing when we read it.
Fyi,it was at the end of her latest post. XD
I feel clever ard Charlene.

Ohoho and she pranked people on my msn contact list tdy -.-

Charlene recommends you to watch this(:

Uh anyw,enough abt her :D

Mum's not on speaking terms w/ Dad (they fought) now,what can I say.Everything's not in place these few weeks...

Why is everything so fast-paced etcetcetc.I miss everyone.

I've been feeling moody over a few matters that I've swept under the carpet for quite some time alrd but it's come back to haunt me of late...

Results friends family self-confidence. z.z

:( I don't want anything to go wrong anymore.

-.-

Sorry guys...but I got some serious thinking to do:/...

Oh...Koek's getting her class allocation 2009 tmr...Gluck smarty {; ♥

Till then.

2008-11-01T22:16:00.005+08:00

First and foremost.
I CUT MY FRINGE AND I DON'T LIKE IT EVEN THOUGH IT DOESN'T POKE MY EYES NO MORE.
I LEFT MY SPECS AT THE CHALET AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO WEAR CONTACTS UNTIL I MEET UP WITH BELLE TO GET MY DUMB OLD SPECS.
I WANT NEW SPEC FRAMES;PREFERABLY BLACK CUS I HEARD I LOOK SMART IN IT.
I LIKE SUPERHUMAN.
I'M FEELING GROGGY.

Flag day today went well,much successful then I myself had expected XD
HALF A TIN LEH STILL GOT MONEY NOTES INSIDE!
Went ard with Faggot Dearling half the time until she left for work,iloveher man.
Oh and immah gonna get grey contacts from her since she's selling it and I'm dying to find out how the colour wld show when I wear it...
Hahaha I'm not zilian or anything okay just being thoughtful to someone who is pleased with herself even if her commission is a buck XD.
Lunch was with Nana at 18chefs :),which thereafter we popped in on Popular to check out english assessment books and our future textbooks.
Intimidating I tell you. -.-

Class chalet was only smiles on the second night when we played lame games.
I'm so glad Weiann and Khairui brudderrrrrrrr most prolly gna land up in the same class as me next year :)
Damn frigging comical lah they.
Slpt for only 5hours max throughout chalet,stayed over on both nights and had CCA on friday so I wasn't in the clearest state of mind -.-...
& right now I'm still gna conk out soon (long story -.-).
Anw I WANT A DS LITE WOOOOT AND I WANT TO MASTER HANDLING A JOYSTICK SO I CAN PLAY HALO 3.
The guys in my class are godly,can play throughout the night de.
Plus when they saw I was playing badly all of 'em were practically screaming instructions at me and starting yanking the darn joystick outta my grasp so that they cld play for me...
Aiyoh guys everyone got first time de right -.-
Okay whatever back to the point,I want a 2H gathering at Wj's house/Gerald's!So that we can all do stuff like at the chalet HEEE.
On second thought I'm guessing I'll miss you guys a lil' as time passes by...haha.

I feel like a loser these days (I swear I'm not zibei).
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PINK IS HAWT D=

Shoot it,it's November alrd.

2008-10-27T17:09:00.011+08:00

Oh hot damn!This is mah jammmmmmmmmm!
Today Lady Luck smiled on me :)
I FOUND A WALK TO REMEMBER VCD BY CHANCE!!!
AND IT WASN'T AS THOUGH I WAS ON THE LOOK OUT FOR IT CUS I GAVE UP LOOKING FOT IT NOONGGGGGG NOONNGGGG TIME AGOOO!!!
Kewlxz :D Now to look for the book.

My dog's darn adorable today :)

Goongoon.

Aiyah anyway.It's been pouring.I STILL NEEDA PICK BAGS OF TWIGS HUSKS AND KINDLINGS MANY MANY MANY -.- HOW?!?!?!?!?!? ):

2H class chalet's in 2 days,next G activity in 4 days,first precamp is in 11 days...?
Wth -.- need to start holiday homework on this coming Saturday le I MUST I MUST I MUST.
Or confirm will lag behind and waste time...
I feel damn lozher cus I need to read Totochan in the english version before even thinking of touching the chinese one.
Sanguoyanyi is gonna kill me and I know it.
Trigo!You go die.SS & CL!Follow suit!
:( I mean I don't mind doing homework but...boooooooo.Holiday homework is the easiest route to suicide like DOH.
I feel very unhappy these days.

Been reflecting on my past 2 years in AHS ytd aftnn,and I chanced upon my sec1 exam pprs,worksheets,tests,blahblah...
It then hit me how easy sec1 work actually was,& how much of a lozherlozherlozher I was to not have treasured the opportunities in sec1 to do well,how I did not bother to put in the effort,how slack I was,how much time I wasted in that whole year because I lost my focus - and neglected studying.
So when I did badly I was sad because I felt stupid and regretful z.z
Ah well let bygones be bygones.
Come sec2 I told myself to work v v v v v hard bcus of streaming at yearend.
So I did,but I guess sometimes it isn't the end results that really matter,but what happens during the process...
The long and short of it?I've learnt so much this year;be it about the people ard me,life,studies,myself...
Even though I no doubt failed and let myself down real bad this time but I can confidently say I've gotten something outta this year.No regrets.
Besides,this isn't the end :)
I've straightened out my thoughts - if the school wants me to take only 7 subs for the next 2 years,so be it,I'm rly going to rock my own socks off and prove to myself my worth.
Yuuuuuuuupp.
Jeezsxz.The reason why I landed in 7sub,I still am not sure why,but I think it's cus of my languages...? -.- B4 for EL and D7 for HCL.AGGGGG?!
Yeah I'll get over that,but I'm sure as hell gna work on those shit within the next 2 months yo(:
Still.SCREW YOU HCL!!! D;
Don't worry I'm dropping you with pride and dignity,who needs you + your silly 2 points anyway HAHAHAHAHAHAH.
As for the other subs,I've made improvements but thr's still room for more:] (Fyi+btw,I thank the heavens for thr ain't no art/pw/home econ/dnt in uppersec YAY:D)
I'm still upset over the whole matter (superfluous -.-) but hey,I'll get over it and move on.
To the people who showered concern tyvm for everything I cannot seem to articulate my gratitude for the support but you get my drift yeah 8D.

Keeping my face to the sunshine,at least I roughly know who's gonna be my future classmates,what class I'll land up in etc (3A/3B),WHEN YOU GUYS ARE STILL CROSSING FINGERS AND WORRYING ABT THE SUBJECT COMBI YOU'LL LAND UP IN THE VERY END HA :D
Okay jking la.
Anyway on a random notteeeee!Chelsea Yeo's bloody inspiring LOL.

:) I'm really fine la people,just give me time.
I'm not strong but I will live through this.
大家 FTW!
& utilise your hols wisely alright:D

No prizes as to guessing who's this(:

TEEHUM,Forever The Sickest Kids is awwwwwww-som.

2008-10-23T22:16:00.013+08:00

Even if it's akin to moving mountains.

I'm gonna gear up all my courage to face the imminent and cream normal chinese in it's ass.

CHELSEA YEO MY IDOL!

EQUATION OF THE DAY!

Dickson Loh + Ong Kai Li + Lim Xiong Zhi = :D (x10000000000000000000000000000000)

Sexy Ex 我真的爱死你了.

2008-10-22T23:47:00.004+08:00

My head still can't get ard the 7subs fact ):
Thankyou Aud♥ so so so so so very much for talking rocketloads of sense into me and even stalking me to my void deck to do so(: Honestly w/o your ramblings I would prolly .______________________________________________.;;;
Yoshinoyas + Xz etc too. (Thou srsly I didn't rly get the points you guys were tryna get across.)
Okay so frankly speaking the feeling sucks.
I mean I alrd hafta drop Hcl then now I have to take only 7subs in UpperSec.
-.-
All I can say is...game over.
I guess what Aud says is true: "Sometimes hard work really doesn't pay off,and things don't really go the way you want it to be."
Damn true luh.
Even though I'm freaking dissapointed in myself this time round.
Mum + Sis damn supportive of me...
& what rly scares me bad is the courage I'll need to have to get through everything.

+

I'm v sorry Dickson :( I've been a horrid sister.

2008-10-20T15:30:00.005+08:00

Life isn't all that smooth sailing these days.
For everyone luh.
(& I swear I'm not emo now -.-)
Pull yourselves tgt guys!I'll promise you an icecream treat if you want one okay :)
STUFFING YOUR FACE WITH ICE CREAM WHEN YOU'RE UPSIDE DOWN ROCKS SOCKS PLS CAN.
Right Koek + Rachkoh?

Keep your face to the sunshine,and you cannot see the shadow!
Meaningful aye?

The weekend's been pretty well spent with friends & all <3
Tyvm for spending time w me!
Shay's dog bit me ytd ouch. ): It stings now,still.

3 more days with 2H'o8.Guess whattt I'm uber neutral about it :)
Only the 2H girls are (L) HAHAHAHAHA.
Can't wait for class chalet thouuuuu :D
& 2H girls outing whoooooooooooooooooooooooooo/ ♥

I haven't the heart to break the news abt my shit chinese to my parents damnit ._.
Wish me luck yes I am dense blah...

Lastly,thankyousomuch to everyone for their concern over the past few days.

2008-10-12T19:53:00.005+08:00

It's the ones that you love the most that can lift you instantly, & also destroy you effortlessly.

2008-10-11T15:32:00.003+08:00

Drab post ahead.

Eoys over yay.
Damn you english,my intuition tells me I'm going to fail you. ):
Fine.
What else am I supposed to say.

I just don't feel like sunshine today,off to play Neopets bye.

2008-09-14T18:29:00.020+08:00

Ytd.
Us with 2nd in Nationals.

& how could I ever forget Charlene Chye.

Get well soon gay {:

Our blood,toil & sweat all paid off!
Eveything was worthwhile(:
Thankyou Miss Ng,sec3s,Char + Pris.
Esp. the sec3's ; Jiaxin + Cecilia + Jasmine + Pamela Ma'ams,when they planned the structures when Pris + Char + myself were in China during the March hols and emerging top in East Div.The credits rly goes out to y'all :D!

I throughly enjoyed myself during CG bcus of the dumb things we said and did during camp to entertain ourselves,the tying of gadget structures,the cooking and preparing food for 40+ people everyday in camp,the mini-lessons on how to maintain the fire from Jasmine Ma'am,the late nights and early mornings,the washing ups in the open,the soaked shoes and smelly feet,the half-chapped hands,the endless teasings I got,the enthusiasm we tried to keep up to everyday,the help with we got from Miss Ng in the cooking :D :D :D,the experience we got.
Just in those 4D3N,along with manymanymany tiring practices in school before CG itself.

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

& there was a Mac brunch treat @ Junction 8 from Miss Ng aft the prize presentation!
She's rly nice & generous =D

My ultimate zihigh bestfriend with our breakfast.

Yeah.& I got my W910i alrd wheee.

Back to school tmr,& I regretfully admit that I didn't fully utilise my weekend.So bye to you & hello my books.
They're beckoning to meeee wor O: -waves back spastically-

P.S, I thought the Wii was a new and unknown form of karate when I first heard about it >.>

2008-09-11T19:43:00.005+08:00

I wish I had sth remotely close to a brain up here.

Will I ever see what I want pirouetteing on my exam scripts.

2008-09-07T15:29:00.021+08:00

My head spins,I feel like a headless chicken.
Depravity of sleep; gah I'm comatose now.& as for the record I have only felt torpidity set in on my 4th day @ 1.00am in the morn' (I drooled on my study table heee) even when I only slept 8hours for first 3 days.Cool huh.
But now my head hurts and I feel like a total ninny -.- On hindsight,feeling like a headless chicken who can't rly feel it's head isn't rly worth the trade for such a fatuous & inane...record.
Gahhh.Still spinning.

I woke up @ 9.50am & managed to finish my sihan at 11.00am+ yay.

[/ADDED ON]

Just finished Heymath hw -.- Whoever set those questions for us is a biantai,I swear uh!I mean,even Dickson Loh found it difficult lehxzxz.
17/25...& I didn't even touch 3 of the last few questions heeee.But I had help anyw so yar -.-
Rah if EOY standard is like that,even with my determination to get an A for EOY Math,I should just kiss my A goodbye before I even think about it D=

v2 – 2gh = g √c2 + h2
express c in terms of g,h,v.

I sadly pronounce my comatose brain dead.

[/ADDED ON AGAIN]

ily guys ♥

06908 was :D
y'guys know what I mean uh!
so here's to us;3years+ of friendship and more (:

HAPPY FOURTEEN TO US 5.

[/ADDED ON AGAIN &AGAIN]
(kkays I know I'm being v boliao -.- xD)

I feel v sick now yay c'mon let me drop dead.

Aviator made me damn giddy;Juggling was uber ultimate with Charlene Chye & our 2 women + 3 pink balls trick heeeee;Baking was forced to give it a miss -.- ;I SLEPT AFTER 12 EVERYNIGHT.
Conclusion?This so-called holiday sucked socks.HAHA.

On a randomm and lighter note,me wanna be a professional juggler who rips ppl off their $6 for a juggling lesson which lasts for less than an hour :D (I'm sooooooo bright aye!)

Agggggggg.Tommorrow's Term4 alrd.Someone help throw the clock onto the floor and stall time thanks.

I need motivation,I need time,I need sleep,I need you.

2008-09-04T22:20:00.007+08:00

please drop your facade,

it hurts to see you like this.

Hi.
In case you all out thr don't get to see my MSN PM.
I am currently W910i-less now,& very idkwhatsthatword @ Sony Ericsson.
So if you're tryna contact me.Try the housephone ayes. (:

Well maybe having my W910i cruelly taken away from me isn't such a bad thing,since my sms bao like no tmr le -.- Can curb the number of sent messages till the 7th.Hah.

Guides + Aviator + Tuition tmr.& people actually term this week as a holiday :/ Golly,I didn't know my holiday was 365 days long de.

...kay I feel v ._. these days.My mood hasn't been at it's highest peak/colourful ): ...zzzz.Been doing some thinking lately;
-Realised I've lost passion for G alrd.So someone please.Help reignite it DD: PLEASE.
-Studying,for that matter too.
-People make me sick nowadays.Is thr such a thing as being homosapienphobic or sth.
-I NEED TO FOCUS + MOTIVATION LIKE 1234567890!

SLEEEEEEEEEEEP & TURMOIL & EYECANDYING & SHORT-ATTENTION SPANS DON'T GO WELL TGT NOPE NADA THEY DON'T.
KOEKCHING IS A SMARTY KUKU KAYYOU >:D

Dear ily alot alot alot thankyou for everything. ♥

2008-09-03T23:28:00.003+08:00

2nd post of the day,just here to say I'm very very very dissappointed.
Be it in myself/in others/in things/in life.

Ciao.

& my ugly,red ninny of a W910i has finally gone wonky on me.
Whoooooooo another screw-up I'll have to fix.

2008-09-03T15:25:00.011+08:00

'Cause if one day you wake up and find your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be,
Thinkin' maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'll see me waiting for you on our corner of the street,
So I'm not moving, I'm not moving,
I'm not moving, I'm not moving.

Just a lil' sth for my September 2008 archive to appear {:

On a random note;I'm sick and tired of looking at some people.

Ytd was good ol' fun yo:] & rly tirringggg.Esp during Guides;downpour took us all by surprise & outdoor cooking was over just when we started our nice,big,fiery fire -.- Ohwells.

THE GAY ONE!Takecares okay(:

Yepyep & badgework was relatively okay:D I like my apple drawing wheeeeeeeeeeeeee hee.Idk how to finish all other 3 pieces of art by next Friday man :( Throw in Home Ec + Art + stupid revisions + goodnessknowswhatlah.Aiyohhh no life siol. D;

Well ended activity nearing 2pm,met up w Koekching Smarty who was waiting oh-so-faithfully for me for 3 hours of her life I think.Not to mention she was eye-candying those few hours awayyy before I cameeeeee xD.Hoho.

Milktea w jelly for lunch 'cus immah qiongguangdan >D Mango red tea for Smarty 'cus she was one qiongguangdan too!& we relished the really *.* chocolate+ strawberry flavoured Pocky I had been saving for LXZ hahahaha dumb thought -.- Well anyway it's gone and long gone alrd ha.Sry wor Xiongggggg :)

Chatted for like an hour plus I think,& we went out to sit @ the prd sq steps to get some fresh air,where Mr Gey came along not long aft :D HAD ANOTHER LOOOOOOONGGGG & RLY ENCOURAGING CHAT WHICH LASTED ABOUT AN HOUR+ WITH HIM TGT WITH SMARTY!Which he left us damnit motivated to study so we went to sit on the wooden benches outside lowersecblock to do so.

We ttly managed to do that,until NCC came,that is.
+ CHEWZIQIN WASTED LIKE 10-15 MINUTES OF MY TIME TELLING ME JOKES WHICH I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN TO WHILE I WAS TRYING TO STUDDYYYY YANYU.Ziqin,be thkful me & Kc even bothered to fake a laugh @ your jokes okayy :)

They all left in the end anyway:D THANKYOU ONIISAN FOR TAKING ZQ WITH YOU!Ahahahaha & peace was ours finally,but for a while thou -.- The rain came and our notes got so dangit wet O: Best part?When we finally conceded defeat to the rainnnnnn and moved everything back into concourse,the rain stopped -.-

Felt slack all of a sudden :P Gave up studying and went to sit at the staircase whr we had a pretty good chat agn as usual,kayyou-ing moments are fab hahahahahahahaha.Left school at 7pm+,that's like prolly a whole 12hours in school.But nonetheless,I'd say it was well-spent :D YAYYAYYAY FOR KAYYOUS! ♥

Went out for dinner thereafter with family,& I did the dumbest thing. -.- Brought my yanyu notes to the kopitiam,and left the kopitiam w/o it T.T Left the notes on my seat in fact.AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ALL MY HARD-DONE NOTES WHICH I WASTED ANOTHER 30MINUTES RE-DOING JUST NOW ._.

I just wish I weren't that loserish dumb. )x

+ I spent a whole hour the other day looking for my handphone,another 30-45minutes for my specs,a good 30minutes+ to look for my notes,my keys,my bags;cus I just keep forgetting whr I last left it in the house.OH,and last week when I took the wrong bus to tuition,alighted at the wrong stop,took the wrong bus again,and ENDED UP AN HOUR LATE -.- (thankyou dear for pei-ing me throughout the bus journey LOL ;D)

EH BUT GOSH EVEN I CAN'T TAHAN MYSELF.This applies even for tests;I cancel off answer that I've alrd written when they're correct,and I lose 1.5 marks everywhereeeee.It's so pissifying it rly damnit is :( But something rly comforting is that my math & chinese is improving,but gradually + my perspective of some subjects is changing for the btr heeeee :D NSJ GANBATTE WOOOOO ZILIAN o.o

But then again, I srsly just wish I weren't that loserish dumb. )x

Ah well.Life goes on doesn't it.Did quite abit of revision and prep for upcoming tests alrd :D + I GET TRIGONOMETRY MANXZXZ AHAHAHA :D Well hopefully it'll stay that way.My mind works kinda slow,& it doesn't digest and absorb just as fast as my stomach does to chocolate heeeee no linkie pinkie.

& as I sign off now to go be a nerd ----> 8)
stay happy okay,enjoy the holidays + gluckkk to all those alrd chionging for EOY! ;D

PEACE.
-waves the lyeyingyanway,
& blows flyingkisses the charlenechye+pristehway >:D-

P.S: I removed my tagboard.You can say it was both either intentional or unintentional.

2008-08-28T19:46:00.003+08:00

Downhearted.I really am.
Afraid;yet undeterred,determined and perserving all the way. (:

'cus babyyy,i'm in here,for the sake of getting outta.

2008-08-25T18:59:00.004+08:00

I used to picture myself 12months down the road.
Smiling,laughing off things as though it were the funniest things in the world,crying,reading,sleeping,pigging out,catching a movie,chatting on the phone with Koek till midnight,doing my homework,mugging hard for the next test,running in the rain,bickering with Pris/Belle,following a drama series on telly; all these and more,with hell to this.

Sometimes I just wish life was like an old,retro pop song.
"I want you to want me!".
Bam.It's a happy ending for them.

An eon's wait.
I know the person who once made you you is still inside you but when are you ever going to show yourself to me agn?I can't wait though it's worth it;this nauseating sea of emotions is srsly making me sick.Turmoil isn't making things any better :(

Insouciance,please find your way to me.

2008-08-17T10:45:00.004+08:00

Tdy's sucha bright sunny yellow banana day that cld be so perfectly spent at the beach (& I wld ttly go thr if my mom obliged) but oh looooooooooooooookkkkiiiieeeeeeee at the SHIT.PILE.OF.A.WORK.LOAD.WE.ALL.FACE.

Turmoil yet again :(

What's with adolescence + AHS + just everything?!?!

:( I rly hate school.I rly hatteeeeee.

2008-08-10T10:04:00.003+08:00

I swear I've been having the best sleep ever for the past 7 days on Friday & Saturday.
10hours plus whooohoooo.
Now that NDP is overrr.
(I'M FRIGGING !ELATED.)
But then again no more boots means more books o.o
Sheesh wtv but then this past week has been indeed very stressful man :( I sleep less than 5 hours per day kthks 'cus of Geog + Home Ec eeeeek.

:(
Please don't rob me of my running & breathing anymore.

2008-08-02T21:50:00.006+08:00

Pris: RYAN'S MINE!BU YAO GEN WO QIANG!
Mandy: o.o

ASTRA TEH.
AHAHAHA I LOVE EMO-TALKING WITH YOU :)
EVERYTIME I HAVE A BAD DAY AND I HAPPEN SEE YOU ESP./BELLE/DICKSON/XZ/YOSHINOYAS I WILL JUST BREAK DOWN IMMEDIATELY IDK WHY.
YOU SUCK :D BUT ILY!

Heyheys all.
Short post ahead,just wanted to clear the air about some stuffxzx.

Wasn't emoing about my running position (that'll be rly immature of me to do so) tdy at ECP aft the sec2girls run luh;
just that my breathing difficulties cropped up during the run and I felt pretty stressed out about it.
The run started out fine when Char was first & me second but idkwtheck went wrong I started panting only aft 5 seconds or so into the run o.o,overtook Char a lil' aft Pris' station until TANYONGHONG came along & became first (: Wlaos he's damnit fast uh,running off as though he chasing _________. xD
But anyw,point is I gave up running at station 7 cus all the sports players were starting to catch up ._. From second to twenty-two...& I pangseh-ed CharChye when I made a pact to run with her alrd,so sorry girl :(
But like I said I didn't go back to the grass patch to sit thr & emo yeah,I just felt rly afraid of certain stuff so was pretty much just thinking about it & ended up being a lil' unstable -.- D; cus now I feel so...AA. ._. Though Pris says I'm not.
I'M NOT EMOOOOOOO (: AT LEAST NOT ANYMORE.

I didn't meet my expectations in the end but it doesn't matter thr's always next year :) & another one year to train wor haha.

Thankyou to everyone who cared,ps stm I can't recollect -.- BUT DICKSONLOH & BELLE TANG :D :D :D

JOSEPHINE FOR BEING SO NICE & TAKING CARE OF ME YSTD 'ELSE I'D GET HECK BORED WATCHING THE NDP REHEARSAL OVER & OVER AGAIN :D!
(The doctor I went to was frigging abcdefghijklmnopqrstuqwxyz he said my breathing problems were due to muscle and bones o.o NO LINK MUCH?!?!Wlaos zzzzz leh.)

Verdict's that I've decided to not let some stupid breathing problem get me down :D.& guys,chillax,wo zhen de si bu liao de :D :D :D.

Frog + Waffle + Kiwi + Dinnooooo + Tofu = Love.
& an Extraded-Astra too. <3

2008-07-28T20:13:00.006+08:00

大家好! ;D
ANNUAL GUIDES COOKIES SALE ARE FINALLY HERE AGN (:
Yeah I'm feeling despo ;_; 'cus apparently Vivien Tang Xin Yi the Kukutard & Mindy Yap Lin Ying has stolen all the potential customers in 2H Dx
AHERM.
-.-
Chocolate Cream + Mint going at 10bucks per tin this time, no White Choc Macadamia I'm sorry. )x
Sheesh I think besides having to use this place for cookie sale adverts;/ I'll have to mass spam ppl in my phonebook too.& not to mention badger ppl I know of in Ahs (:

uh yes,PLEASE PRETTY PLEASE, IF YOU'RE IN CLASS 2B / 2D / 2G / 2J whr only one guide roams and exists in your classroom o.o (Sorry Cher+Jy+Nana+RachTan :////) BUY COOKIES FROM ME PLEASE & THANKYOU,
YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO ANYWAY. :}
PLEASE DON'T GET YOUR ORDERS FROM PRISCILLA TEH XUE TING.
SHE'S A MEANIE WHO PLANS TO STEAL ALL MY CUSTOMERS ):
Thks(:

P.S: There should be more teachers like Mr T Goh! :D in Ahs (: & if that ever happens I'll tick a IMPECCABLE GORGEOUS EXCELLENT KICKASS GOOD 1O/1O for every qn in the annual QSE yo.But...dreaming doesn't hurt does it(:
P.P.S: Pris just told me that I've changed for the better,as she feels I've grown stronger emotionally. xD Yay I'm no longer deemed & termed as emo to many people anymore wahahahahahaha ;O.R-A-N-D-O-M seh.
P.P.P.S: 2H NCC doods are out thr camping with their platoon mates,at least till tmr ._. Y'know what?Much peace and tranquility in the classroom today,at least I wasn't subjected to any disiao-ing in school ;D Such sweet music to my ears;& honestly I'm not rly looking forward to Wednesday when they return hahahahahahaha.'cept I can see Idol agn when he gets back :D :D :D.

I have yet to figure out what triggers my asthma D;

2008-07-27T22:06:00.009+08:00

I cldn't resist Blogger so here I am :D
Lim Jiaying! we're still gna taupok slamdunk bodyslam chokeslam tickle zap pillar etc. you one fine day aft G don't wry(: I fully support you in your decision to leave AHS next year for NJC but yeah,it's G isnt it?We still have to punish/tekan you for pangsehing us G sec2'o8 & leaving us with an even,weird looking 18 :( Don't worry,we'll all throw you a special Farewell party in your name this year-end luh!<3 Hahaha,this post is dedicated to you ;D ;D ;D.I'm not as childish as Mindy Yap Lin Ying wor right LMAO.

Audrey;VJC & Sze Wei;TA.
Ahhh IP is -.-
I'LL MISS AUDBALL TOO MANXZ :( BUT I KNOW BALL WILL MISS ME MORE THAN I WILL MISS HER :).RIGHT BALL?HAHA ;D.
I'LL MISS SHIWEI A LIL' FOR HIS INCESSANT DISIAO-ING xO
...gah:/

NDP rehearsal last Friday ttly took me by surprise cus my asthma suddenly decided to make a grand comeback all of a sudden during the parade rehearsal -.o Walaos I shock tio like some toothead;lost all rhythm of breathing when everyone was falling in for the last prac, then I freaked Pris out cus I was wheezing whilst falling in -.- Thk God Mr Yeow wanted to give us a 5minute break,then was made to fall out...Felt so damnit bad luh,everyone stand thr legs ache like kns for last rehearsal but then I sit thr stone -.-
But THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO CARED,SRSLY:D
PRIS♥, VIVIEN TANG KUKUTARD♥, RACHELTAN,CHER,CECILIA MA'AM,YIJING MA'AM,XIUJIAN,JIA-EN,CLARA,SELINA,DENISE,RACHELCHIA,DEB,CHAR,NANA,PG,ZQ,SHELTON,GLEN! (:
Now what I'm worried is that my asthma will fa1 zuo4 agn D: & I have no inhaler whatsoever thingie cus I am only slightly asthmatic...& if I go into another attack...I can go bang wall hahahahahahahaha. ._.
Zzzzz.

Here's PG's latest post; (Yes ppl give her a round of a applause she has FINALLY,updated.)
"yes so im going to blog about the yoshinoyas future b&b (bed&breakfast btw[;).
as per request of nana tock.
well here goes.
ambitions of the yoshinoyas:
NANA TOCK LINGLING! hotel manager.
like in where rainbows end.
LYE YINGYAN! spore's under40 3 michelin star chef.
if all else fails;
i'll just follow what shenghui/jah said.
survive on brownies.
CHARLENE CHYE! something to do with manga.
or something to do with that.
who studied aeroscience.
LALAH PRIS TEH! fianance manager.
previously lawyer.
but always a pristeh,
never a teacher.
DEBORAHHH LEE! phsychiatrist.
{sorry i dont even know how to spell it properly}
previously a circus person.
but idk what happened to that dream.
MANDY NEO! erm, idk either.
in our b&b shes my cooking oil.
hee.
how it all fits together:
yoshinoya bed&breakfast.
!nana tock will of course be the hotel manager.
!i will be the chef.
!char will manage this manga room in the b&b.
!pristeh our esteemed fianance manager hopefully?
!deborah will pshyco treat the guests that have gone crazy from listening to char and i singing qing hua ci.
!mandy will be my cooking oil.
[:"
Bloody comical luh LMAO,had such a good laugh man.
Yay cooking oil :DD

Rah my art draft for the art test tmr isn't the least bit completed D;
My art is screwed ohno.Hopefully Mrs Hudd will postpone it since the NCC guys ain't ard tmr((:
-crosses fingers- Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. -.-
I studied ystd & tdy for the upcoming tests this week;please let everything pay off.Especially for Chemistry,walaos can go curl up in corner & die luh zzzzzz.1 thing I'm glad is that my math is improving :D :D :D :D :D!& TALKING ABOUT MATH,ZOMG I GOTTA TELL YOU THAT ENGLISH REMEDIAL IS .--------------------------------------------------------------------.
English Remedial.Yes o.o Walaos Mrs Koh asked Ping & I why were even in the remedial,& srsly that idk either but I want to get to the bottom of this + out of it.Throw me into Chinese I don't mind,but wtfreak luh,English :( Ping & myself were like ttly diao-ed by the lesson;only Junwei + Goh Kangyu were taking part actively in the lesson uh ._. Rest of us were like zzzzzzzzzz.
Here's a few qns from the worksheet given;

Complete the following sentences by choosing one of the two words given in the brackets.
(a) (And,Both) my wife and I went out early yesterday.
(b) (Or,Either) my wife have to wait for them, or we will have to leave a message.
(c) He neither took my advice (nor,or) his father's.
Zzzzz Sec2s & they feed this to us for remedial?!
Walaos demoralising with a caps D can -.-
...
Kay I'm whining heck lot aren't I :(
Zzzzzzz.

I shall end off with 3 facts.
1.) School sucks & I hate it,PERIOD. :(
2.) LXZ SUPERMAN DADD is simply :DDD.
3.) Iiiexz haRRts miiiEe AasstRrahH + WaaFFuuee ALORTZX.

Okay I need to be a no lifer now,school + G aft sch TMR ;O
Ciaosu people :)

P.S: Though you've apologised, I still don't fancy you very much :D

2008-07-20T09:31:00.009+08:00

how far away am i from everything?

Woke up feeling really empty inside.
:{
Today alrd's the 20th July 2008.
Can't anyone help me stop the clock from ticking away :( ?

Don't Worry Be Happy.
Whoever came up with that saying must have been living under some God forsaken rock.

:{ :X :O :( D: :C :\
& HIATUS TILL IDK WHEN;
so many tests coming up yeah.
Study hard y'all :).

2008-07-19T21:56:00.045+08:00

I got 16/20 for the recent math class test. :( Like wtheck?!?!?!

NDP prac ystd was relatively...alright.I suppose it was bcus I had my chocolate toast and milk before falling in :D :D :D.Chocolate rush wor;exploding into fits of really weird sounding giggles in the girl's toliet for no reason and having Char & Pris staring at me like as though I had grown another head -.- Heeee just like Camp Galore:D! I wld only zihigh for prolly only 5-10minutes after dinner each day.Other than that,I was pretty myself :).Un-abnormal :D :D :D.
Well okay so my morale ystd wasn't low like last week's D; Gooooooodgoooooood.Oh,I didn't get much of a chance to really find the time and effort to polish my boots this week :( - thank God thr was PG & Woman to help D; THANKYOU PEOPLE WO AI SI NI MEN LE:D
Sigh sigh sigh I must endure and jiayous and polish my boots .----. Apparently mandyneosherjuan is a bigfatloser who needs 2hours to polish 1/5 of her BOOT.Not even BOOT WITH AN S AT THE BACK.BOOT.Walaos & it's like not even jaw-dropping shiny yet :( :( :( ZZZZZZZZZZ.
Happy polishing wor NDP guides(: Monday need polished boots agn le.

Yeah so as I was saying.
NDP,I wanted to eat watermelon so badly when drilling )x Smelt watermelons & I wanted to eat one so badly :D/
OH I GOT TO STAND ONCE RIGHT BEHIND LXZ DURING THE PRAC :D :D :D.SUCK THAT!
Uh then we got released early ;D & aft getting bored of hearing PG tell her lame yet amusing jokes :D in the canteen we headed for Prd Sq(; TO PLAY ICE AND WATER HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Dumb ideas of games you'll get when you mix ard with people as spas as the Yoshinoyas♥ :D!
Gosh I just realise how much PG makes me laugh man.
Heyhey!豆腐笑得胃痛:D :D :D

PG WANTED TO HIDE BEHIND THE CONE IN AN ATTEMPT TO HIDE FROM CHARLENE ;D
Nice gameeee(: Decided to play it with the others everyweek aft G hehehehe.
Left school ealrier than usual,6.30pm,& I'm going to do so for the next few weeks,for the sake of TUITION.
Yup so headed for tuition ard 7plus o.o AND WHEN I WAS ON MY WAY I MET JIANYOU SHELTON ETC OUTSIDE MY CONDO,MET XIONGZHI:D! WITH HIS NCC PALS OUTSIDE THE MRT CONTROL STATION D; I CALLED OUT TO HIM AND WHEN HE SAID HI BACK HE ASKED WHO WAS I O.O THEN HE ANSWERED HIS OWN QN.
HOW SMART IS MY DADD? :D
AH,MET CHIOBU RACHEL LAM AI JIA ON BUS 31 :D DAMNIT MISS HER LOADS MAN HO.THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY OH YES SHE WAS ;D
Tuition was shiz but I shan't go into detail -.- Seems like no one can rly sit down to a lesson properly these days... -.- Agggggg.
Decided that I shd not waste away my Friday nights and I shd go fr the tuition on Friday nights since it seems like it'll be of help.
i.cant.frigging.afford.to.fail.chinese.this.end.year.
:(

Today was EDD o8(:
PG ARH, THE FISH JOKE WAS ULTIMATE ZOMG HAHA.

Mini struc competition!

Our 1 1/2 hour work really paid off xD,and we finished the structure EXACTLY when the emcee came over and announced that time was up :D Like woah.

& we won 1st place for EDD Mini Struc o8 :).

:D Niceeeeeeeeeeeeeee gateway.Drew the banner tgt with Jiaxin Ma'am!

YO-SHEE-NO-YAH. IN. HALF. U.

EDD o7,mmrs(:

Okay next up PG being spas.
Aft Mini Struc we 5 went off to fool around hahahaha.
Saw that Damai's standing broad jump map was easily available in the school 24/7,so we used it :)/
Then PG flaunted her amazing SBJ talent to us 4 :D.

Oh and how cld I forget Nana Tock [x.

Charlene Chye(:

I did the same but mine was embarassing + revolting and not to mention; immah no zilianxzxzxzxz kuang :D.So NO PICTURES OF ME DOING SBJ xP.

My-Oh-So-Lovelieh-Pris answering qns given by the judges for the team:D

Yes I tuo1 fa4 agn(: CG sec2s and Mini Struc sec2s!

Note: Pris is unglam.

Nana and PG :).

♥

D ; A; Y. :D

THEY DECIDED TO PARIAH ME. :(

THIS TIME WITH DEBORAH THOU. :)

SPAS PG.

SPAS CHAR.

ANOTHER SPAS PG PICTURE...

BEING BIMBOTIC :).

CHARLENE COLLECTING THE PRIZE WHEN WE WON FIRST PLACE :D :D :D/

Isn't it pretty(x?

Pris&Char&myself did a little dance around the Jiaxin Ma'am and Cecilia Ma'am to celebrate our little victory aft the Prize-Giving-Ceremony xD

Oh & Ahs G went home with 3 Golds & 1 Sliver. :} !

Yupyuppp.

Wheeeee then we were dismissed and free to go;Pris cldn't join us thou,she went back school for Pub work or sth of that sort :/

-Pris if you were wondering,we didn't miss you luh xP-

So...

Bus-ed to Simei from Bedok Reservoir,Bus 5 is pissifying yes -.- Takes forever to chug it's way to us at the bus-stop. -.-

HAD LUNCH AT 18 CHEFS:D.

MET THIS REALLY ADORABLE LIL' DOOD WHO WORKED THR :D

We all adored him!Geeeee :D

Anw,

LOL go figure(:

my creamy mango CBR w/ sausages:D I swear never to eat it agn,it somehow made me sick when I was halfway thru it )x

Trained back home with the idiot of a PG.

SPASM. :] STARRING - A BEEF SET AND A CUPPA PEACHTEA!

So we were tryna spas camwhore in the train.But Tanahmerah was only 1 stop away so yeah .--------------------.

Haha Lye Yingyan I know this sounds really les but I just realised how much joy and laughter you've brought to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ever since recently. My apologies for my lagg-ness. x] I laugh damnit hard everytime I start being dumb with you,thanks loads for that :D.You've beaten Charlene Chye in the abilities of amusing me with the spasm thingie.Grats yoz. :) & please I beg you pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee go learn how to cook that Jamie Oliver Naked Chef recipe!:D YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LIKE TO EAT FOC FOOD FROM YOU AND ONLY YOU HAHAHA. -coughs-

Long enough a post anot POH PINGSHUANG?Lol.Bet my word counts less than 300 o.o

I did study tdy okay )x Tmr I'll be working hard on my math,science and geog!& I'm proud of myself that I've started on my alrd-overdue-art-work just today :D Hohohoho.

To-Do-List:

- Math tmr like some O:

- Understand science

- GEOG REV!

- Read a book(:

- GET ART DONE LIKE WTH.

- &,_______________________________________________.

Yups(:

KOEKCHING + DICKSON LOH,GET WELL SOON!

P.S: I'mmah work hard to reach my ultimate goal.

P.P.S: it's just a crush,you'll get over it soon enough boy(:

2008-07-13T15:13:00.002+08:00

Dickson Loh I hereby promise you a CIP trip tgt this year-end yup, so (: !

Shiats okay I'll update a lil.
Let's start off with sth funny -.-
When I told Charlene about it she exploded into a fit of giggles.
When I told Yanyan about it she did the same. .-.
When I told Xiong about it he simply laughed it off and suaned me.
SO HERE GOES.
Met DORITAAAAAAAAAAAAAA -I MISS HER LOADS MAN- :D on Wednesday in the Hall when she came back for the SC thingie,and we hugged said hello and all(:
& y'know what she said?
"你瘦了!"
HAHA LET'S LAUGH BA. :D :x

Agggggggggggggggggggggggggggg random but yar.
I loathe myself for landing up in chinese remedial AGAIN.
Thanks alot lah Mandy Neo.You gooooooooooooood. -.-

So Math test tmr,and oh yeah did I mention I haven't learnt anything in the past week -.- 'cept that ____________________________ and ______________________________ and ________________________. Pretty much about it.

OH,AND A MIRACLE OCCURED ON FRIDAY DURING MISS TEO'S GEOG PERIOD.
2H WAS QUIETENED DOWN DURING LESSONS,TO THE POINT WHEREBY YOU CLD EVEN HEAR THE RHYTHM OF THE FANS ON THE CEILING.LIKE ZOMG CAN ;O THEN WHEN EVERYONE REALISED THAT WE WERE ALL SO QUIET FOR THE FIRST TIME IN SEVEN MONTHS TGT...
WE WERE SO EXCITED/ELATED ABOUT IT THAT WE STARTED TALKING AGN.
-.-
2H has to learn to rly shut up at times.

ERH YEAH NDP IS -BIG SMILE- FOR GUIDES 'CUS ZOMG YIJING MA'AM IS THE PARADE I/C ;D LIKE WHOOO.Everyone cont. jiayou-ing bah :) Cont. striving to ____________ from _______ hahaha :x.

My boots are not shining.
WHY AREN'T YOU SHINING?! D:

AUDREYKUM WE NEED TO DO ALOT OF CATCHING UP WOR xD
KOEKCHING THE SAME GOES FOR YOU.

Lastly I know this post is utter crap bcus I'm jumping from topic to topic.

2008-07-07T01:28:00.007+08:00

LYE YING YAN PG BEEF SET YOSHINOYA HAS THE AWESOMEST HOUSE IN THE HISTORY OF AWESOMEST HOUSES EVER. :D.
FOOLING AROUND FIDDLING WITH THE UBER COOLXZ STUFFZ IN HER HOUSE GARDEN CARPARK ETC LAUGHING GIGGLING SCREAMING SHOUTING BEHAVING LIKE MORONS TALKING GIBBERISH ZILIANING BAKING SAVOURING EATING MUNCHING POLISHING HOMEWORKING WATCHING STARDUST GETTING SAUCE STAINS ON MY SUNFISHER TEE KELLY!
GOSH MOREMOREMORE YOSHINOYA GATHERINGS AT PG HOUSE PLEASE OKAY. (:
4TH JUNE WAS SO LOVED CUS THR WASN'T ANY CCA AS WE HAD IT ON THURS ALRD, SO YOSHINOYA DECIDED ON A STUDY GRP THAT DAY :D.
BUT THEN OBVIOUSLY NO STUDYING WAS DONE AT ALL.
HOHOHO!
PICTURES BELOW ETC,AND YES I UPDATED ALR LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! ;D

DONE. :O

&!
Meeting PINGSHUANG RACHELKOH KERWEI AND BELLE LATER IN THE AFTNN TODAY,CONSIDERING IT'S 1.30AM IN THE MORN' RIGHT NOW HAHA x]
Shd be in preparation for the upcoming class S&S ba :) Dance chreo and all D: Heeeee,did loads of math today,and I did some readingup for Geog and Science tooo.ILIANA ISHAK IS :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HEARTS KISSES HUGGLES MAN!SHE LENT ME HER THICKTHICKTHICK STACK OF RGS CHEM NOTES,REAL NEAT ONES I'D SAY :].Not to mention, Mr Goh > __________, & that's prolly the reason why I feel more confident for Chem compared to Physics -.- Gosh,hopefully I'll be able to rly ace Chem with the extra help and notes and all.Else I rly deem fit be called dense O:

What made me smile this week :) SALMON SUSHI!& oh damnit now I have a SUDDEN hugggggeeee craving for MILK TEA :/ :]

ILIANA ISHAK DREW ON ME DURING TUITION.

AT THIS RATE OF BEING DRAWN ON IN SCHOOL AND AT TUITION.

I'M GOING TO GET SKIN CANCER,HO. o:

VIVIEN TANG KUKUTARD'S CREATION.
HAHAHA :D/

Reasons to SMILE/
I'll add more next round ba ;D ;D

It's nearing 2AM alrd,& mom's gna wake me up early to math with her today )x SHEESH MATH MAN:D.
So,ciao people(:

P.S: Koekching arh... .--------.

2008-06-29T14:16:00.013+08:00

Okay note to all,I'm not emo - I've just been feeling rather 心烦 lately. >:[
BUT THANKS ONCE AGN FOR THE CONCERN AND SUCH YUP.
Endofstory.

I look forward to nothing at all (not even the weekends),and it's prolly gna be like that this whole term or maybe even semester yeah...Lackadaisical's the word.
Weekdays are gna be hell for me cus I have to wake up at maybe 5.30AM D: D: D: (that's like murder cus it's 1hour and 15minutes earlier than the time I usually wake up) to go to school early to polish my boots,reason being my folks won't hear of me polishing boots at home.Going to school/being in school has been horrid awful revolting this year,I realise.Pftttt :(
Weekends will be worse cus I will have to stay at home and do revision.
Gah,I'm losing most of my stationaries,I can't rmb where I leave my specs,I am a badbadbad Patrol Second,I need to buy many stacks of Post-Its to survive manxz.Heyheyhey I'm turning senile.Oh if it helps,I've also been talking to myself more and more and more and more often these few weeks.
Good news for me,the only lesson I need to do catching up with is Science.
What am I sayin'.

MY TEMPER'S FRAYING.WHAT'S THIS?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! D; <
Eeeeeek I cnt tahan myself man :(

Nextweek's chaojiahma test,gluck to all sec2s :D
(Note the :D face.It shows that I'm not emo :x :/)